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all i do is steal anime plots for AU fanfiction
Frantically, Suguru took Satoruâs face into his hands and pulled him into a fevered kiss, slipping his tongue into Satoruâs mouth as deeply as he could, to get that combustible friction again. When Satoruâs breathing suddenly became erratic and short, Suguru reveled in Satoruâs fluster, as uncommon as it was with his signet keeping him constantly regulated. The concern grew when Satoru sharply pressed his palm to Suguruâs chest, his fingernails digging into Suguruâs skin even through the layers of disheveled fabric. As soon as Suguru let his grip fade, Satoru abruptly tore himself away, collapsing at the end of the bed, clearly trying to create distance between himself and Suguru. For the first time in his life, Suguru watched Satoru struggle to catch his breath, his skin pale and ashen, his neon blue gaze nearly dimmed to cinder. With his hand to his chest, Satoru panted and wheezed and choked. âFuck,â he gasped after a sharp, sickening swallow, leaning his head against Suguruâs wall in his exhaustion. And all Suguru could do was get as far away from him as possible. Immediately, Suguru scrambled off the bed, jamming himself into the corner of the room, the furthest point from Satoru, who was watching him with regret in his expression. âSuguru,â he said quietly, but he was still panting so heavily, he practically had to stop for a breath in the middle of it. âDonât,â Suguru snapped. âI couldâve fucking killed you.â
#satosugu#gojo satoru x geto suguru#basically the plot of the duke of death and his maid#suguru kills everyone he touches lol#used that bobby x rogue Xmen scene for this#when she nearly kisses him to death#idk i'm just writing again lately and felt like sharing#idk if anyone is interested in this#i'm a wolfstar author dabbling in anime fanfic#it feels sort of weird#i'm just trying to convince myself not to write zoro x sanji at this point#definitely have a fake-dating ZoSan fic open right this moment#avoiding writing the ending of my original fiction#because it's scary to be this close to finishing it lol
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Scars don't define youđ«
Summary: Gojo starts to feel insecure about your love for him because of his scars
Feat: Gojo Satoru x reader
Content: fluff, mentions of Gojo vs Sukuna fight, reassuring, body insecurities, husband!Gojo x Wife!Reader. Ch 261 doesn't exist lol
Wc: 1121
Author's note: Hi!! I've never thought I will ever be doing this but here we are! Encouraged by my gojo friends in discord to continue this drabbleđ„° Sorry in advanced for my poor grammar, English is not my first language đ«Ą
The Shinjuku incident meant a reborn for the the strongest sorcerer, and you, his wife as well. You almost lost the love of your life by the hands of the King of Curses. At first, you thought everything was over when you saw him laying down on the floor, his lifeless body starting to be covered by the heavy snow storm that had began to fall minutes earlier.
You felt useless, after all, you were a non sorcerer, so,as a civilian, you didn't to have another choice than staying where Shoko and the others were watching the battle being broadcasted.
But its been a long time since that jumpscare and you thanked every existent God and also Shoko for bringing your reason of living back to your arms.
Satoru and you both were laying in bed together, you are running your fingers along his scarred face; each fingertips of yours feeling every single injury of his skin.
As you continue with your doing,he closes his eyes at the softness of your sweet touch, at first, he enjoys it a lot, he always loved the way you did it, always being careful as if he was a glass meant to break, but fear set up on his mind;he thought you hated his scars, that you despise them and those marks ruined his pretty face, that you wouldn't love him anymore and, eventually, you would leave him alone as everyone did during his life, but this time, he wouldn't have a reason of living because you are his everything.
He doesn't even want to think how a life without in it would be, how alone he would feel again just like he did after Suguru's departure.
When that event occurred, when he was ordered to kill his best friend, he has never felt so useless as a sorcerer, but most of all, as a human being, so that was the reason he chose to stay alone for the rest of his days, to prevent someone from getting hurt by the mere fact of being involved with him. That was his idea until he met you at his favorite kikufuku store. He didn't believe in love at the first sight until he met you nor how does it feel to be in love until you.
you, his everything
He was afraid of losing you again, but now it was because of his appearance, he hated those scars because that meant you won't call him pretty angel or pretty face ever again. On the other hand, they were his reminder of a second opportunity, an opportunity he would take advantage of. His second chance to make things right and spend as much time as he could with you: not spending nights working or on mission trips, only with you, his home.
Now he is debating if telling you or not about his insecurity with his scarred skin, because he thinks you would laugh at this and ignore him, but call him silly for thinking that.
As he thinks about that, he sits up, preparing to get his shirt on. You can see how the mood changed, how an intimate moment filled with love and adoration became one filled with insecurities and non spoken words. He is looking for his shirt to put it on and leave the bedroom towards the balcony, so he can spare his mind off a little bit.
You wonder why he was feeling troubled and why he decided to ignore you and not talking with you as he has always done before. You are hesitant about ask him or not, you always wanted to give Satoru his space, you always respected that because after some time, he will come to you and tell you everything between thousands and thousands sorry for not telling you before.
All you can see now is his scarred back, and your intuition is screaming at you to do something so he could open himself up to you. After few seconds, an idea popped up in your mind; while satoru has his head between his hands, you approached to him slowly trying to not get noticed.
Satoru, who was lost in thoughts, suddenly felt your plump and soft lips along his scared back, giving it small pecs and smooches, replacing your lips with your small fingers tracing every single scar. He didn't understand what you were doing so he let you do so. Suddenly,he feels something he has only felt with you and you only: loved, adored, cherished, he was seen as a human, not a pretty face as he has been called few times, the strongest weapon for the jujutsu society, he was Satoru Gojo for you, your Toru.
He turned his head to where you were tracing your fingers and stared at you: you were focused and determined to make him feel alive again.
His small chuckle made you look up and meet those blue eyes you fell in love with many years ago;
"Hi sweets" he whispered without looking away" What are you doing?"
"Hi Toru" you giggled at that nickname he gave you only when you both were in an intimate moment "Nothing, just admiring your beauty" you responded never looking away from his mesmerizing blue eyes.
"Nothing about me is beautiful, princess" he said defeated. "Look at me" he pointed at his scarred skin, despising it, hating it.
"I'm looking at you, Toru. I'm always looking at you and all I see it's the prettiest, the most caring, loving man that I've ever met" you said putting his face in between your hands "I love you,Toru. If you ever think those scars will stop me from loving you, I must tell you don't me well. These scars are telling me that you are here" you give him a kiss in the tip of his pinky nose "alive, with me in our home"
After yours words, Satoruâs eyes immediately fill with tears, but before you notice, he closes his eyes to stop them and leans his head to your warm and reassuring touch, a warm feeling inside his chest arises.
He feels so grateful with you, you are his everything.You stopped caressing him at the moment he opens his eyes, blue like the ocean itself "I love you, angel" he says at the same time you started caressing the scar across his cheek.
"I love you too, Satoru and remember that you can tell me any trouble or inconvenience you are living through, okay? I'll always love you until my last breath" you said finishing the sentence with a quick kiss, which is immediately reciprocatedÂ
With this Satoru knew that he would never feel alone again.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk manga#jjk x reader#satoru gojo#gojo satoru#gojo#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#satoru gojo x reader#jjk gojo#gojo fluff#gojo satoru fluff
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Fractured Desires
ê„ Pairings: Suguru Geto x Satoru Gojo x Fem Reader It's a mess tbh lol
ê„ Warnings-MDNI-explicit sexual content, Satoru Gojo is a mean little shit, there will be a lot of threesomes/ foursomes/ complicated shit and some infidelity and confusion. There is some physical description of the readers height/body, don't read if too unimmersive for you. Angst and smut and yandere Gojo behavior. In this chapter- Toxic Asshole Gojo, and toxicc hoe Geto
ê„ Word Count this chap- 8.7k
ê„ Summary- You meet Suguru Geto at your work, he is charming, gorgeous, and has a poly lifestyle. You jump in, and you all share women and have way too much fun. But then it's starting to get serious between you, official even. He can't wait to have you meet his best friend. But... Satoru Gojo hates you. The minute you meet. He gives you no reason, but he's nasty to you, no matter what you try. Suguru finally has enough of Satoru being so mean and brings up the idea - 'let's have you two fuck this frustration out'
Satoru hates you because deep down wants to make you his. He doesn't even understand how Suguru could ever want anyone but you. Though it's a horrible idea, he agrees to share you with Suguru for a chance to touch you and... The moment he touches you...Rules are bent and broken, Suguru develops feelings for another girl, and Satoru gets further obsessed with you, while you're left confused... will everyone get hurt?
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ê„Chapter 1 ê„
Satoru's POV
Satoru Gojo hates you. No, he really hates you.
As Suguru and you walk in, hand in hand, and he sees your pretty eyes all lit up, he realizes he despises you more than anything. Hates how you smile at him, how you look at Suguru so adoringly, he really hates how positive and sweet you are, especially to him, when heâs a dick to you.
Why donât you stop? Just be a bitch back or something, be real with him, but no, youâre perfect arenât you? Just a perfect girl, beautiful, though he doesnât find you attractive, no way . Even though he can see every curve in that dress you wear, your lush breasts swaying (because why canât you wear a bra) your hips swaying, your little waist where it juts in.
You have a gorgeous body, but he doesnât care, he doesnât care your skin glows, and your cheeks get pink. He hates that. He hates every bit of you, as you stand there, so tiny compared to Suguru and him, so tiny he could throw you. Tiny and evil. Sure youâve been nothing but nice but he knows youâre awful somewhere in there, because who can be so sweet?
As you bounce in his office, holding a little envelope that was pink just like the dress you wore (god youâre so girly, you annoy him that way too) Satoru Gojo just scowls at you, then looks to Suguru. Suguru looks like a puppy so in love with you already, and how, it hadnât been that long had itâŠ
âHappy birthday, Gojo!â You beam at him, coming to his desk and leaning forward, hugging him around his neck. He tenses then.
Your collarbone is so inviting and delicate, right against his face, as your breasts are soft on his own chest, the weight of them so intoxicating. You smell so sweet, like cherry blossoms, he hates that, hates you. He hates how much his arms itch to wrap back, how much his hands want to slide up your back, grip those pretty tits that are killing him.
Fuck he hates you.
âAhemâŠâ You awkwardly step back as he just sits there, and he glares at you, making your pretty face fall for a moment.
Good.
Your POV
âSorry, got carried away. I am so excited to give you this gift!â You hand him the pink envelope, and Suguru comes closer, leaning on Satoruâs desk and smirking.
âOpen it baby boy.â Suguru teases, and Satoru rolls his pretty blue eyes.
âA gift would be not having to see you.â He says tersely, glaring at you then, and how did someone so stunning and beautiful look at you so mean . For what?
You tense then, and Suguru has a glare on his handsome face, coming to wrap an arm around your waist gently but assuredly. His big hand is warm on your hip, and you watch Satoruâs bright blue eyes hone in on them like a hawk. Suguru leans forward and presses his lips against your temple, firm hot lips that you adored, and you instantly relax.
âSatoru, sheâs just trying to be nice, could you please just try not to be such a colossal dick?â Suguru asks calmly, and Satoru lowers his gaze back to the envelope again.
Satoru Gojo hates you. You donât know why.
Youâve been dating Suguru for only three months, so not a very long time, but youâd known him for a little longer, heâd come into the club you work at on the weekends, and would sit at the bar and talk to you. Until one night you got the hint, and did go home with him, and fuck if it wasnât the best decision. Suguru Geto was absolutely amazing in every way possible.
You both had fallen into an easy situation-ship, as Suguru was very open sexually, and though you werenât at first, he made it fun. You were bisexual, so you all started just having fun together with a couple gorgeous girls, and fuck Suguru was superb in bed too. The thoughts alone make you tremble.
You all ended up developing feelings and deciding to be together, and exclusively date even if you all had fun in the room, you both promised to only âdateâ each other. It was weird, and not common, but it seemed to work. You loved watching Suguru get pleased by another woman, and he loved to watch you get pleased.
Even though he hadnât said he loved you, you had let it slip during one particular love making session alone together. Definitely had to do with Suguruâs tongue honestly. He had said he needed some time, which was fine with you, because Suguru treated you like some queen.
He took care of you, he was there for you, shit he spoiled you honestly. Though he was with other women sexually, he only dated you, and heâd even offered to bring a guy in the bedroom. But you werenât sure about that sort of thing, with a guy.
When youâd met his best friend, and fuck youâd been so excited, Suguru talked him up like he was amazing, he clearly adored him, so much so you wondered if they were together together, perhaps in the past. Suguru brought up that they'd shared women and everything, and of course when you saw Satoru Gojo your heart had faltered.
He was beautiful, this tall white haired man with a perfect face and baby blue eyes, the yin to Suguruâs yang. Both of them were the most gorgeous men youâd seen. Suguru had talked so much about how Satoru was just the absolute best person, how he would adore you, because Suguru did. Bright and funny, and a loyal friend, almost like family.
Welp.
The Satoru Gojo you met was mean . Nasty. He looked at you like you were something disgusting to him, and he had not once smiled your way, and you have absolutely no clue what youâve done. You have tried everything, to the point Suguru has brought up not hanging out with him as much, but you never want to ruin a friendship, and you insist he keeps trying.
But no matter what, any time you were around, Satoru had nothing nice to say, no he had mean things to say. Sometimes so cruel Suguru and him would fight, and Satoru would sort of apologize, once Suguru backed off hanging out with him. Which was hard, since they work together in the same building, both running the same damn company together.
You hate that you come between them.
âYeah, yeah⊠my birthday is tomorrow.â He slides a silver letter opener to tear open the envelope then.
âShe wanted to give it to you today.â
âHmm⊠holy fuck!â He runs a hand through his silky white hair, as his full lips part in a gasp, staring at the tickets. âThis is front and center for the game tomorrow!? How, these are sold out!?â
âI got them last month. Suguru brought up how much you love going to those games and I got a deal on them.â You say, and Suguru smiles down at you, looking so handsome, you brush back his long locks, kissing his cheek and giggling.
âKnew heâd love it.â Suguru murmurs, and you get just a bit of hope, until Satoru pulls the tickets out.
âThree?â He says haughtily, glaring those ridiculously pretty blue eyes up at you then, blinking those spiky white lashes. You sigh.
âYeah, I thought we could all go? If thatâs okay!â You wring your hands nervously in front of you.
âOf course itâs okay, right Satoru?â
âCan I take someone else?â He asks, and you feel your chest tighten. Suguru opens his mouth, brows low over his brown eyes, but you stop him.
âUm, itâs your gift. Of course you can. I didnât mean to impose.â He sighs, rolling his eyes, leaning back in the big black office chair and thrumming his fingers on the mahogany desk like heâs bored.
âYou donât care? You bought them, and a pretty penny I bet.â You just blink back that emotion, smiling brightly, earning a scowl.
âItâs your gift and I shouldnât have been so sure youâd want me to go. So of course, but please take Suguru.â
âBabe-â
âItâs fine!â
âOh Iâll take Suguru.â He smirks, and itâs a nasty one, too nasty to be on such a pretty face, as he eyes your body up and down. âThink Iâll invite a really pretty girl, someone banging hot.â
You tense at his words, and Suguru does too. âYeah, what now? As if sheâs not drop dead gorgeous, please fuck all the way off. You can dislike her but donât lie.â
Youâre bright red, and barely held in tears make your vision blur as Satoru casually assesses you. âMmm⊠sheâs okay I guess. I meant actually hot.â
âIâm just gonna go.â You whisper then, trembling as he so casually douses the small bit of self esteem you have, the one that Suguru had helped you with.
âApologize, now, because you know itâs bullshit. I know you stare at her so cut the shit.â Suguruâs voice gets dark, deep and authoritative, and Satoru frowns then.
âI didnât say sheâs ugly or something. As if that matters to her .â
âIâm right here, you know.â You cut in then, tilting your chin up, and Satoru stands up then, hands in his pockets.
âAll right, surely you know the caliber of women I get. How do you stack up, short stuff?â He is right in front of you, bent down, and your tears escape, just two of them, but you quickly blink and look down.
âSatoru, I swear to fucking-â
âItâs fine, Suguru.â You whisper, swiping at your eyes then facing him, the man who so casually says youâre basically unattractive. âIâm sure you get much prettier women than me. I donât think Iâm very pretty, by the way.â
He glares then, a snarl on his lips. âYouâre full of shit, I know you think youâre hot shit, I see it in the way you act, the way you walk.â
âYou donât know shit. You donât know anything about me. You can call me ugly all the fuck you want but donât pretend to know who I am inside.â He blinks his white lashes, leaning back a bit and opening his mouth.
âBabyâŠâ
âI didnât say youâre ugly, I justâŠâ
âSaid Iâm nothing like girls you get. Said Iâm not hot.â
âYouâre not hot to me.â
âGood, I shouldnât be! Iâm not your girlfriend.â
âWell thank god I canât imagine having to wake up and look at that face in the morning.â You back up then, and the tears do flow, and for just a moment you see Satoruâs face fall, as if maybe he realized how horrible he is.
But too late, you just want to leave.
âSatoru Iâm fucking done, you- baby donât go.â You shake your head as he holds on to you.
âIâll leave and stop ruining your day. Have a good birthday, Gojo.â You murmur, and he opens his lips to say something, but you cut him off with a wave of your hand, leaning up to kiss Suguru then. âI overstepped.â
âYou didnât, heâs being-â
âText me later.â He reaches for you but you turn and walk out the door, your chest heaving, trying not to show tears so embarrassingly in the busy office, struggling to just catch a breath.
Satoruâs POV
âIâm not going with you. Iâm so fucking done. Youâve been a dick but this is too far even for you.â Suguru shoves Satoru then, and Satoru starts to hate himself, more than he already has been lately.
âShe knows sheâs gorgeous, she just wants attention.â
âYou have no clue what she does or doesnât know. When I met her she was so down on herself, itâs taken a lot just to get her to feel pretty, now you go and fuck that up for her.â
Satoru pauses, lips tensing as they are pressed together, and he sees you walk out of the office from the window, and when he sees you it hurts his heart. Your hands are in your face as if youâre crying into them, and that little pink dress and your long hair are flowing in the wind, you look like some painting out there, so perfect and tiny in the big city.
Fuck.
âI was just trying to get a rise-â
âShe spent so much money on those. Just for you to maybe not hate her, and what do you do, make her cry? Iâm done.â
âSuguru⊠I just didnât think that someone who looks like thatâŠâ
âLike what?â
âSheâs beautiful and yes I know she is. Not blind. How does she not know she is?â Satoru runs a hand through his silvery hair, and Suguru glares.
âSo instead of saying that you make up some bullshit? Not like the girls you get!? Sheâs prettier than anyone youâve fucked.â
Satoru lets out a dejected sigh. âYeah. I know.â
âThen what⊠what the fuck is your problem! What has she ever done? She even tells me to hang out with you when I donât want to.â
Satoru pauses. âShe does?â
âYeah, she sure does, or I wouldnât talk to you aside from business. She pleads your case as you down her, trash her. I know itâs only been a few months, but she is important to me.â Satoruâs heart hurts, as he looks back out the window, and of course youâre gone, probably still crying because of him.
And heâd lied right to your face.
You believed him, too.
How? When youâre so beautiful, how could you not know how just your glittering eyes looking at him tear his heart out of his chest? And that was why Satoru hates you so very much, because of that.
How can he look at his best friendâs girl like that? No, he must hate you instead, because if he lets his guard downâŠ
Itâd be over for him.
âSatoru, you arenât fucking listening.â
Satoru looks at his best friend, seeing the anguish in his face, and it makes him feel even worse. âSorry. Iâm sorry, okay?â
âHow could you be so mean, even to a stranger let alone her? Itâs not even like you. Itâs like I donât know who you are. And if this is jealousy for her time with me, she always makes sure we have time alone, so-â
âI know she does. I know sheâs perfect. I know sheâs beautiful. And, I know she is a sweet person whoâs only been nice to me. Okay!?â
âSo what the fuck-â
âI hate her.â
Suguru blinks in confusion, crossing his arms then, tilting his head to the side to study his best friend. âWhy though?â
Satoruâs hands grip his desk so tightly the knuckles go white. âI donât know what to tell you, I just do.â
âYou want me to break up with her donât you?â
âYep.â
âSo what, I can be miserable and lonely like you?â
âFuck you, Sugu. I fuck plenty.â
âAnd I fuck plenty.â
âHer though.â
âYeah, her but⊠we bring girls in.â Satoru blinks at that again, imagining you with another woman makes him stupidly hard in his trousers, and he huffs as he turns away so Suguru wouldnât notice. âSo surprised?â
âShe seems like a goody goody.â
Why would Suguru want to fuck another girl anyway, when he had you ?
âBrought Utahime home last week and fucked her.â Satoru glares over at Suguru behind his shoulder.
ïżœïżœBoth of you?â
âMmmhmm.â
âAnd you eiffel towering over this girl too?â
âNo. We havenât done anything with a guy. She hasnât wanted to, and yes, I offered. I am not one sided.â
âHmm.â Is all Satoru answers, then Suguru breaks into a little laugh. âWhatâs so funny?â
âYou wanna fuck her. How did I not see this?â
âDo not! What, no.â
âMaybe if you werenât such a dick sheâd go for it. She thinks youâre hot, you know.â Satoru frowns, turning back to Suguru then.
âWhat, like you all are poly? Why? Isnât she⊠enough?â
âThatâs a weird question from you. Itâs just what works for us right now, but yes she would be enough for me if she wanted to go exclusive. I was already poly when we met, she was a little hesitant but jumped right into it.â
âHuh. Well, I donât wanna fuck your girl. That would beâŠâ
âSure you donât. Itâs like when a kid picks on a girl, so childish. You could have just told me that you wanted to.â
It was beyond that. Satoru didnât wanna just fuck you, he wanted to be with you, kiss you, worship you, fuck he wanted to breed you even, bend you over his desk and cum inside you. It was horrible, the thoughts, as he jerked off in his bed at night to one of your photos heâd sent himself from Suguruâs phone.
Yep it was that bad.
Even this offer? It would never work.
âMaybe just try to be nice, and spend the night.â Satoru looks at Suguru like he's lost it. How was he so calm about you? About sharing you?
âYou want me to fuck your girl with you, Sugu? You crazy?â
âIf it would get you all to get along, absolutely.â
âShe hates me.â
âNo, she should, but she doesnât.â How could you not hate him? Satoru is wracking his brain, trying to figure you out. Were you perfect? âAnyway Iâm out, at least ask her to go to the game with us, would you please? And apologize.â
âI canât just text her.â Suguru rolls his eyes.
âWhy not?â
Because he would lose his mind if your name popped up on his goddamn phone, thatâs why.
âTell her itâs fine if she comes. Iâll⊠apologize at the game.â
âThatâs as good as itâll get I suppose. Bye, asshole.â
Suguru leaves, and Satoruâs mind is a blur, as he digests the type of relationship you and Suguru clearly have, and it was not what he expected. Suguru damn near said âfuck my girlâ. What would he even do if he touched you? If he tasted you. The thought makes his mouth water, makes his cock hard.
Did you taste as good as you smell? Fuck.
He wouldnât even wanna share you if you were his, not even with his best friend. Luckily he hates you. Right?
***
Your POV
Youâre at the basketball game the next day, dressed up in the white and blue little outfit Suguru had picked out for you, the teamâs colors, and you sit awkwardly next to Satoru and Suguru. Satoru has barely talked to you all night, but heâs been nothing but civil, which is as good as you can imagine.
You donât know why he even invited you after the way he talked to you yesterday, and he sure has not apologized, but here you are. It did take some convincing from Suguru though.
(earlier that day)
âAh, Sugu⊠oh f-fuck yes, there there!â Suguruâs tongue was lavishing your little clit, and he sucked it into his mouth, chocolate eyes darting up your body as he hummed on it, making you fall apart under him. âSâgood⊠oh myâŠâ
Youâre cumming all over Suguru Getoâs handsome face, and he pulls back with a grin, licking his lips, half his face covered in your arousal. âPrincess, I could do this all fucking day. Tastes so good.â
âSugu⊠youâre so⊠mnh!â Heâs slid a long finger in you now, curling it up just so, and you see stars then. Suguru could play your little cunt like it was an instrument, his fingers finding that little spot and hitting it again and again.
âCum again for me, please, Princess.â He cooes the words, and you just arch your hips up as he grabs the fat of your ass, using his fingers and tongue in sync, until youâre completely spent, cumming all over his hands as he sips you up.
âOh my God, Sugu.â You mumble, left incoherent when he leans over you, kissing your lips softly. You moan into it, clinging to him.
âYou have the best little pussy.â You flush then.
âYou donât have to say that, I know you enjoyâŠâ Huh, does it hurt your feelings a bit? No it canât.
âSure I do enjoy, but I mean it. The best.â He kisses your lips softly. âYouâre my favorite.â
You for some reason doubt it.
You hate that.
âWhatâs wrong Princess? He has you that down? Imma beat his ass when I see him.â You shake your head, sighing then. âHe said he thinks youâre beautiful, you know, and that he was surprised you believed him.â
âThatâs⊠no. Just no. I donât believe that for shit.â
âHe did say it. I know heâs being awful but I almost think itâs because he wants to fuck you.â
âWhat!?â Your brows raise at that, and Suguru sighs, brushing back your hair then.
âWe have played with what, four women now? Havenât you thought of playing with a guy?â
âAre you into guys? I donât mind if you want toâŠâ
âNo, but Iâm very comfortable, especially with Satoru. And youâre not very experienced, you know, it could be fun for you. Iâm like the only guy youâve been with damn near.â
âWhat youâre hinting at is insane. I know you shared women but they werenât girlfriends or anything right?â
âNo, they werenât. But sometimes I wonder if you all need to fuck this frustration on each other.â
âSatoru would never wanna fuck me.â
âBabyâŠâ
âWhat, did you not hear him?â
âYeah I did, and Iâm so sorry you had to go through that. But letâs not bullshit here, the man canât get his goddamn eyes off you.â
âIn hatred! Anyway no, just no. It would never happen.â
âSo you donât wanna fuck him, hmm?â Suguru grasps you by your wrists then, and you shake your head, crying out when he slides his fingers down your tummy, trembling under his hand. âWhat about if I have him eat this pretty pussy while you suck my cock?â
âSuguru, what!? Like he would. Silly- mnh⊠stop.â Heâs rubbing your little entrance, and you start soaking his hand, embarrassingly.
âDonât want us both to eat you out, at the same time?â You whine, pathetically, as Suguru grins then, so handsome and devious. âShe sure does.â
âSheâs stupid. I only want you.â Then you frown a bit, as you think of the situation you two are in. âS-Suguru⊠will you always want other women?â
He frowns too, shaking his head, kissing down your jaw. âIf you ever wanted to be exclusive I would for you, Princess. Say the word.â
âWould it be like a sacrifice-â
âNot at all. I love the fun we have though. But I would not care if it didnât happen. I think I need to give you some fun, make you feel so beautiful.â He's trailing his hands down your body ever so slowly, and your mind runs wild with visions.
âWith Satoru, no, he⊠would never make me feel that way. Suguru, mnh⊠please just-â
âWhy are you soaking my hand when you say his name?â He whispers those words, and you falter, as images of Satoru hit your eyes, and Suguru's fingers are getting soaked. You shake them away, but Suguru is observant. âHe would only be so lucky to fuck you.â
âDo you think Iâm really so pretty? When you have others thatâŠâ
âThe prettiest. Prettiest tits, prettiest face, prettiest pussy.â You melt then, because no matter what fun you all have, itâs always together (exceptions would be when you all agree video is okay) and Suguru always makes you feel special. Maybe you worry too much.
âWhat if you find someone better?â
âBaby, whatâs up with you?â He pulls back and you just sigh. âIf this isnât what you want just tell me...â
âIâm just down on myself.â You pout, and you watch Suguru's concern.
âI know, baby, I am so sorry.â He kisses you sweetly, and you melt, like you always do. âIâll make sure heâs not a dick anymore. I swear. Trust me.â
âI donât wanna go, though.â
âThen he wins, fuck that, go and look super hot, and ruin his little pea size brain okay?â You laugh just a bit, but things weigh on you.
Your relationship with Geto is so easyâŠ
Aside from his dick of a friend.
Who hates you.
And who you're vividly picturing. Fuck.
Present
You keep your hands to yourself, your knees knocking together as you watch the game, the men running back and forth, dribbling the ball, throwing it, their sneakers squeaking on polished floors. Your eyes keep drifting over to him, though, and you notice Satoruâs eyes keep straying to your body, making you overheat.
The way his gaze lingers on your legs makes you squirm in your seat, and you canât help but feel a thrill run through you, despite the tension. His icy glare is gone now, replaced with something softer, something that makes your stomach flip, his lips werenât in a thin line, they were pouting just a bit. Suguru has a hand on your thigh, and he squeezes it, smiling.
You smile back at him. Why were you in the middle? Was this Suguruâs idea of making you all closer? But why does Satoruâs thigh brushing against yours do insane things to your psyche? Why does the scent of his cologne make you ache to snuggle him when heâs a damn asshole, when he would never want that.
You adore Suguru, when you met him at first it intimidated you, this wild lifestyle he led, but then he made you feel so good, and so included, that you ended up enjoying much of it. And several times now heâd brought up sharing you, only recently today sharing you with him . If Satoru didnât hate you and call you unattractive, absolutely you would have.
But as it stood, you could tell he hates sitting next to you.
âIâm grabbing drinks, want one Princess?â Suguru asks, touching your hand to shake you out of your reverie. You have to strain to hear him in the loud throngs of the crowd cheering.
âIâll go-â
âItâs fine, I got it. Satoru, you want a drink?â Satoru peers over at you, and you donât see the usual anger, itâs a different look. You canât put your finger on it, but itâs different for sure.
âYeah, can you just grab me a beer?â Suguru nods, looking back at you again, and you fidget, afraid to be alone with Satoru, even in a crowd.
âSame, please and thanks.â He smiles, leaning down and kissing you then, and he walks away, leaving the two of you awkwardly alone.
The team hits a big play, and you jump up with your little pom poms, wiggling them in the air, as Satoru jumps and shouts loudly. You all bump into each other a bit, and it makes you both tense, pulling away a bit. You scooch further from him when you all sit down again, but he spreads his stupidly long legs even wider, his hand resting next to you.
âIâm sorry I came along.â You say softly, and he looks back at you, sighing a bit, and his eyes make you lose your senses for a moment.
âDonât be. Suguru wouldnât come without you.â He brushes that off, so casually, and though that was the truth it was a little harsh to know.
âHe would have, I would have made him.â
âYeah well. Itâs not like Iâm paying attention to you, Iâm watching the game anyway, so it doesn't matter.â
âYeah, true. Though I wish Suguru would sit here.â
âDonât like to sit next to me huh?â You roll your eyes, irritated by his haughty tone, and laugh just a bit, without humor.
âAs if you like this.â He just studies you, and you almost wish heâd just be mean, because thatâs easier to handle than whatever this intense fucking look is.
âHave I complained?â
âBecause Suguru asked you to not be so mean.â
âYeah well.â
No apology, of course. When would someone like Satoru Gojo apologize to you, of all people? You peer over at him in that white dress shirt and those slacks that hug him like a glove, his shades shoved up on his head worth more than your life. The glinting gold watch, where his sleeves rolled up, revealing toned arms with veins wrapped around them.
You turn your attention back to the game, which was going into a bit of a break, leaving you even more awkward next to the man who hates you.
âCan I ask something?â
âGo ahead.â
âWhy do you hate me so much? Like⊠did I offend you or something? Could you please just tell me what to do here?â Youâre whispering it, since the words make you emotional, and Satoruâs lips turn down, brushing his silvery hair back with a hand, messing it up just a bit.
âYou donât need to know.â He says, and you glare then.
âI think I have a right to know. I can fix it? Maybe?â
âCanât fix this.â
âLet me try maybe? I want to meet this amazing, funny, sweet guy Suguru swears you are, the one he loves so much.â You reach your hand out to his thigh, and he glares at it, then at you, his hand yanking yours off then, by your delicate wrist. You blink in confusion.
âYou canât fix why I hate you. Got it? And that doesnât help. Makes it so much fucking worse.â He mumbles, not letting go of your wrist, his huge hand gripping it, taking it over.
âSorry.â
âWhy, you didnât do anything. I hate you for nothing that you can control, does that make it better, knowing that?â
You sigh, shaking your head. âYou make no sense. If you just tried to know me, youâd see Iâm not the worst person ever. Regardless of how you think of my looks, you wonât even give me a chance internally.â
He lets your wrist go, sighing and looking into your eyes, but thereâs not the usual anger even now. âI shouldnât have said that yesterday.â
âThank you for that. Even if you feel that way itâs just not nice to tell people that theyâre⊠unattractive. Promise I say it in my own mind enough.â
âThen youâre stupid.â
âSo Iâm unattractive, and stupid, and you hate me.â You look down, those words wrecking you again, and you try not to show any emotion.
âYou really think youâre not beautiful?â Your eyes meet, and he looks angry, again at you. You sigh, as your inner turmoil rages looking at him.
âI donât think Iâm beautiful at all. Lately I have been feeling pretty, thanks to Suguru, but thatâs kind of new. It doesnât matter anyway. If you think Iâm ugly you donât have to say it, or judge me for it. It doesnât matter as much as who I am.â
âSo you think what I said is true?â
âIâm sure you and Suguru both get much prettier girls. Itâs fine. Youâre both very attractive men.â Satoru stares at you more, and it makes you feel so confused, so weird, he wonât stop looking right at you. âWhat!?â
âYouâre not unattractive. At all. I canât believe I have to say this.â
âYou donât have to. Suguru put you up to-â
âYouâre so beautiful all I can think of is how I wanna bury my cock in your pretty mouth.â His words are dangerous whispers, his hands gripping your thighs tight suddenly, and you canât even think, your body reacting instantly, embarrassingly. âCanât stop thinking about how badly I wanna fuck you over my desk. How Iâd lick that little cunt right now with this stupid skirt driving me nuts.â
âSatoru⊠whatâŠâ You hate what his words do, what this asshole friend of your boyfriend says, his effect. Your nipples are taut against your bra, your tummy feeling that pressure, thighs shifting, and his gaze drops to them like a hawk.
âThatâs why I hate you. Because all I think of is fucking my best friendâs girl. And yeah, he even brought it up, what you all do. Wanna know what I think?â Heâs brushing your hair back behind your ear, and youâre losing all sense of self, everything fades to the background.
âWhat do you think?â He laughs, darkly then, his white teeth glinting from the bright fluorescents above.
âThat if I had you Iâd never want anyone else. That if I had to share you Iâd be greedy. Iâd lick you first, fuck you first, fuck you so good you canât even think, canât even walk. Wreck that little cunt.â His husky words shoot straight through you, the way he looks at you, this hunger in his gaze, itâs insane.
âAre you just fucking with me, Gojo? Is this a joke?â You demand through gritted teeth, and then he laughs again, but it doesnât hit his eyes, the pupils so dilated the blue was truly hard to handle.
âI wish it was. I hate you because youâre you . You canât fucking fix it, you canât buy me expensive tickets, smile at me all pretty, it all makes it worse. Makes me want you more. And so I just hate you completely.â
You take a moment, struggling to process anything he was even saying, as your gaze drifts down his long, lithe body. Although youâd seen Suguru with women, and youâd been with women, you had never felt something like this, intense need clawing away at you. Even with Suguru, who you have such a good time with, you never felt whatever this is.
Was it hate?
What was it?
âI know, youâre so in love you wonât even fuck another guy when Suguru asks too. Loyal when heâs not.â
âWe do everything together, or⊠like I know what he does. He doesnât hide shit from me, Gojo. He treats me so good.â
âI am sure he does. Heâs the best person I know. I just canât see a world where I have you and want someone.â
His words hit too hard. It's so shocking from his usually cruel lips. âThatâs crazy talk, you know, especiallyâŠâ
âI didnât mean what I said. Okay? Fucking stupid to think I did.â
âAw you two are making up, huh?â Suguru sits next to you, handing you both a drink then, and you and Satoru tense up, as your mind whirls. âSo, you all gonna fuck this frustration out or what?â
Your eyes go wide with shock, mouth dropping, and you shake your head quickly while you look at him. âSuguru, you canât be serious about this.â
âWhy not. Shoko is coming over tomorrow anyway, why don't we three party tonight.â He winks over at Satoru then.
âYouâre gonna fuck Shoko, yuck.â
âYep and youâre gonna fuck Princess here.â He pats your head, smiling, his eyes closing so adorably like he isnât talking insane. âWhat, why canât you have fun?â
âShe doesnât wanna fuck me.â Satoru says casually, and you gulp then, as he straight up says something soâŠ
False.
âAre you sure about that?â Suguru murmurs, brushing your hair back until it is no longer on your chest, pulling your top back just a bit, and you feel yourself heating up when heâs got your hard nipples basically pressed against the top now. Satoruâs sultry blue gaze hits your breasts, lingering there. âLooks pretty excited to me.â
âSuguru!â You hiss, scowling back at his devious grin, but Satoru is licking his lower lip, making it all glossy, and one of his hands keeps clenching and unclenching into a fist.
âNothing could make me happier than you two getting along, at least give it a chance. What if you like it, hmm?â Heâs nuzzling your neck, and you shift in your seat, biting the inside of your cheek for a moment.
âSo you think Iâll fuck her and stop hating her?â Satoru drawls out the words slowly, and Suguru is just rubbing up and down your waist, heightening every insane sensation.
âItâs so good I know you will.â
âSuguru⊠I doubt that.â You mumble, shyly fidgeting with your thumbs, rolling them around over and over.
âWhat if I still hate her? Do I get to keep fucking her?â Satoruâs question throws you for a loop, the intent behind his stupidly pretty gaze washing over you, and you feel Suguruâs chuckle behind you.
âNo, you have to be nice to her if you want to again.â You scowl at him, then over at Gojo.
âDo I not get a say? Iâm not a fuck toy.â You hiss, and Gojo actually smiles then, and it surprises you, how pretty it is. Suguru kisses your neck, laughing against it, while you nervously sip your drink.
âBeing out fuck toy does sound fun.â Suguru says softly. âIt would be fun for you, too, donât you think?â
âYou really want me to wreck her? She wonât even want you again.â Satoru says, grinning, and Suguru just laughs, grinning back.
âYeah, you can try but we all know itâs not happening.â
âHave I agreed?â
âBet sheâs soaked.â Suguru is lifting your skirt, in the middle of a game, even though you all were off in a section this was insane, and Satoruâs eyes dart down between your thighs, and you canât hold in the little whine. âFeel her and find out for me, would you?â
âShe doesnât want me to.â Satoruâs voice is husky, then you feel your thin control snap, as you say fuck it all and take his hand. You meet his shocked gaze, then you look around, and put his hand on your thigh.
âStop acting like you know me, Gojo.â You raise your brows then, and his smirk eats at you, his thumb sliding against your soft inner thigh making goosebumps prick along your skin.
âYâknow this is the most you have gotten along.â
âAm I up to caliber, though?â You whisper those words, and Gojoâs hand slides even further up, all while his other hand brushes against your hip, nearly touching Suguruâs hand.
âWeâll have to see huh?â
âCocky little shit.â
âOooh, so she does have some backbone huh?â Satoruâs grinning at you, with those sharp fangs glinting, lashes lowering over his eyes. And you feel Suguruâs grip tighten on your waist.
âFuck you, Gojo.â Suguru snorts behind you.
âOkay⊠sex?â You both scowl over to Suguru again.
Sex, with Satoru Gojo?
âWhy donât you just fuck him, hmm?â
âWhoâs to say he hasnât?â Satoru blows Suguru a kiss and you sigh.
âAm I really gonna do this! With Satoru Gojo?â
âYou should be so lucky, damn brat-â
âSatoruâŠ.â Suguru starts again, exhaustion clear in his voice.
âListen, I didnât turn it down.â He slides his hand fully up, and when his thumb presses where youâre hot and sticky against your panties, his breath hitches, as does yours, both of you just stare at each other, unable to speak. For a long moment, until his thumb rubs in a gentle circle and you damn near whimper.
Fuck.
Yep you were going to do this.
***
In the car on the way home you are sitting next to Satoru and Suguru as their driver Kiyotaka takes you all back to Suguruâs place. Satoru is oddly quiet, you notice, poking around on his phone. You know he still hates you, but his hand is casually on your thigh now, rubbing in little circles, and Suguru is smiling down at you, popping little kisses on your forehead.
âYou sure like her thighs for hating her so much.â Suguru murmurs lazily, and Satoru smirks, not looking up from his phone.
âI didnât say I hate her body. Quite the opposite.â You struggle against the feelings raging inside of you. You had never done anything like this, as wild as you and Suguru were with women, it seemed so different, especially with Satoru. His hands are so big, even bigger than Suguruâs, his fingers are so long they take up most of your thigh.
âYou like my legs hmm?â You say softly, and Satoru does lift his gaze from his phone, amused expression clear on his features.
âTheyâre really short, but theyâre nice.â You laugh a bit at that, and itâs the first time you think youâve laughed around him. His grip tightens a bit at the sound.
âIs that almost a compliment?â He shrugs a shoulder, poking back at his phone then.
âBet theyâd be nice around my face.â Your tummy clenches again at the words, at the imagery, and Suguru seems to pick up on that, his hand coming to your other thigh now, bringing your attention to him.
âYou like that idea, Princess?â His voice is teasing, and you gulp, trying not to give Satoru so much satisfaction. But you just give a little nod. âLook at you two, Iâm so proud right now.â
âOkay dad.â Satoru leans back some, his thighs even wider, god could he just sit normal you wonder, not pressed so against you. Suguru is the same way, and youâre pressed in the middle of the two of them, your body viscerally reacts, to the point youâre overheated.
âWonder who youâll call daddy?â Suguru teases you, and you flush.
âItâll be me.â Satoru says, cocky and self assured.
âNah, totally me.â
âNeither of you.â You say, crossing your arms, and they both look at each other, then back at you, grinning.
âYou challenging us right now? That wonât end well for you.â Satoru says softly, leaning close, your breath catches with how he looks at you, so intent, his lips tempting you too closely.
Before you can speak, youâve pulled up to Suguruâs place, and you thankfully can get out of the car, breathe air, but you now have no clue what youâre in for. The way Satoruâs hungry, lewd gaze and Suguruâs easy seductive one glaze over your body, the heat you clearly feel from both of them, the tension between the man who hates you and the man that really likes youâŠ
What are you in for?
And in what world does it end well?â
***
Satoruâs POV
Satoru watches as Suguru leads you, hand in hand to his sleek condo, and as he looks around he wonders, where does he fuck you, where does he lick you? Where does he fuck other women with you? And why the fuck does that thought make him so angry for you. He loves Suguru, and he himself was quite open sexually, this isnât the first time he and Suguru would share.
But he canât even imagine having to take turns.
He wants to bring you back to his place, to fuck you senseless, make you forget anything you ever knew. Heâd felt your heat, felt that sticky wetness, your soft skin⊠it was something that he had avoided, touching you in any way. He knew it would make everything ten times worse, and so it did.
When you turn to look up at him, with your gorgeous eyes, your lips parted just slightly, hair a little messy from the day, falling softly around your face⊠it takes everything in him not to throw you against a wall and fuck into you. It takes every effort not to snatch you up and literally be a horrible friend, take you away, this is what you do to him.
Itâs why he hates you.
What effect did you have? And how the fuck could he take turns on you? But he canât turn it down, no, he needs to feel you, and if this is how it happens, heâll do it. Satoru Gojo is desperate for you, and thatâs something heâs never been in his life, shit came easy for him. Why were you so difficult?
âDrinks? Letâs get drinks.â Suguru pats Satoru on the shoulder, then pats you on the ass, pressing you two together a bit. You look down shyly, long lashes casting shadows on your pretty features.
God youâre perfect, arenât you?
âStill hate you.â Satoru mumbles, and you just look at him, brows furrowing a little bit, licking your lips and tempting him to no end. How would they feel on his cock, that little tongue sliding against his tip?
âI know you hate me. So why are you doing this?â You whisper, as you two awkwardly stand in Suguruâs living room alone, far too close. Satoru towers over you, youâre so small compared to him. He sees youâre nervous too.
âYouâre stupid.â You scowl up at him, and fuck if youâre not stupidly hot when you do so. âI already told you why.â
âBut itâs⊠not⊠you wonât⊠what if you donât like it?â You mumble, and he watches insecurities eat you alive, how had he not noticed before? He just assumed because youâre so pretty you knew.
âWhat, you need practice sucking dick? Heard you like to eat pussy.â You scoff, rolling your eyes at him. âOr are you a pillow Princess?â
âI like to please.â Your eyes hit his body then, desire reflected in them, and he itches to touch you, he itches to be sweet to you, but he canât. Nope.
âWeâll see if itâs passable. If not, I'll give some tips.â You laugh, a little bark of laughter, shaking your head.
âSuguru likes it just fine.â
âI sure do. Sheâs great at blow jobs.â Suguru hands you both a drink, and Satoru canât stop his gaze locked on those supple, full lips of yours. âGuess what, believe it or not Satoruâs good at eating pussy. From what Iâve seen. But, Iâm better.â
âNo way, you know Iâd win.â Suguru looks at you, and youâre all flushed in the cheeks as you delicately sip your drink. Why is every movement you make just torturing him?
âHeâs really, really good though. Licked an accidental I love you out of me.â You tease, and Suguru laughs at that, but you look a little sad he notices.
âYa didnât say it back, Sugu?â Suguru grows serious for a moment at Satoruâs obvious question.
âItâs just still early, and she kind of⊠took it back.â
âI was embarrassed for sure.â
Imagine those words from your lips. Satoruâs grip is so tight on the glass he feels it will just break, shutting his eyes for a moment and sucking in a breath. Was he really going down this path, knowing what would happen when you would touch him, when he would taste you? Knowing heâd get more obsessed, fuck it was just so much easier to hate you.
But how could he turn it down?
It would be such a shitshow but so worth it.
âWeâll have to see whoâs better, huh?â Suguru teases, smirking over at Satoru, and he just eyes your perfect little form slowly, humming to himself.
âFirst, less clothes.â Satoru says softly, and watches your nervous habits, how you bite your lower lip so hard you leave teeth marks, how your hands tremble as you set your drink down. âYou're scared, huh?â
âNope. Sure not.â He smirks at you, but that freezes when you slip your shaky little fingers to your top, popping open one button, then the other, and he has to grip the fuck out of the counter next to him. Your soft, supple skin is revealed with each one, until your breasts spill out, just left in a lacy blue bra.
Fuck he could cum just seeing you.
âNot bad.â He is so full of shit, and Suguru is rolling his eyes, you blink a little, looking down. Fuck he hates himself. But if heâs sweet to you⊠âLetâs see the rest then Iâll judge.â
âSheâs beautiful.â Suguru comes and you lift your long hair out of the way, and he easily unsnaps your bra, then slides it down your shoulders, kissing them, the way Satoru wants to, but he wouldnât be gentle like Suguru, not if you were his. He would suck and bite every inch of your skin. âThere we go, Princess.â
He lets your bra fall to the floor, and youâre bare from the waist up, and he sees them then, your lush breasts, perfect and pretty. Your little nipples are puffy and pronounced, begging for his mouth on them, for his fingers to pinch them. And you just stand there, your shoulders set high, as Satoru eats you up, and fuck if youâre not the most perfect thing heâs seen.
Suguru looks at Satoru, his dark eyes seductive in their glint, as if he could tell how badly Satoru wants you. Your perfect breasts are heaving with your panting little breaths, while Suguru is running his hands down your slender little arms. You look at Satoru, then Suguru, then down, as if youâre a little shy finally.
âUm⊠up to caliber?â You ask, and he hears it, the bitterness in your sultry little voice. And you should be bitter, mad, fuck you shouldnât let him see this, should you? But here you are, and you look so fucking gorgeous he canât take it.
He steps up to you then, taking two fingers and tilting your chin up, looking into those eyes heâd made cry yesterday. âGorgeous.â
You gasp, and Suguru grins then, pecking a little kiss on your neck, as Satoruâs hands trail down your face, your throat, that delicate collarbone, and he watches your breaths increase. He can hear that little whine you try to hide from the back of your throat, he can feel your energy, your heat near him.
âTold you, baby. Youâre beautiful.â Suguru is right, of course he is, and Satoru is damn near speechless at a pair of tits, itâs pathetic. You make him pathetic, donât you, itâs whyâŠ
He should hate you.
No he does hate you.
ButâŠ
âThank you⊠both.â You whisper, and Satoru doesnât deserve your thanks, for one stupid word, when you were so much more.
You should hate him.
Why donât you?
âWhy donât you feel them, Satoru? How nice they are.â Suguru is running his hand around your waist, pressing your breasts up then, and youâre crying out softly, that pleasure on your face making you so sexy. Satoruâs hands slide down, and he feels them, the weight in his hands, and he canât hold back his own moan then.
Your eyes fly to his, as he cups your breasts in his big hands, and he sees it then, clear as fucking day. You want him. As his thumbs brush your nipples, and your head leans back, for Suguruâs mouth to kiss up the side of it, one of your little hands clutch his shirt, pulling him closer, the other, on one of Suguruâs arms.
âPerfect.â Satoru says softly, and you gasp, but then Satoru leans so close to your lips, you start to shake in Suguruâs hold.
âPerfect.â Suguru agrees, and Satoru watches you melt then, as his lips descend, and he can taste your sweet breath on his lips, it intoxicates him to no end. âYou gonna kiss him, Princess?â
You lean up, as he leans down, and your hand slides up to Satoruâs face then, so tiny, a thumb swiping over his lower lip, and then Satoruâs eyelids are low over his eyes, as he presses his lips to yours. You moan at it, so quiet he almost couldnât hear, vibrating his lips, and then Satoru knows it, knows it when he melts into your kiss, knows it when his tongue swipes into your hot mouth.
Itâs all over for him.
And he hates you for it.
***
Your POV
Satoruâs lips send electrical sparks through yours, itâs absolutely insane, as his big hands knead your breasts, and Suguru is hard against your lower back, his big hands on your hips, pressing. But when Satoruâs tongue slides in your mouth, and you drink in his moans? When you taste his breath, when you feel that slick start to dribble from your little cunt?
Fuck. This is bad, itâs bad. Itâs bad.
âHate you.â He whispers then, right on your lips, right when his eyes drink you in lazily, when he squishes your breasts in his hands. It was so quiet you donât even think he spoke, more moved his lips and you understood.
Satoru Gojo hates you.
Right?
Chapter 2
Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/58179796/chapters/148138651
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a/n: was listening to this song earlier and it reminded me of him. đ i know there's been a lot of angsty shit on my blog recently, but i promise new content soon! how we feeling about a tattoo artist!geto smutfic? đ lmk in the comments!
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content: geto suguru x fem!reader, takes place after geto becomes a silly little cult leader, spoilers (slightly, i changed up some stuff), angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, friends to lovers, a little long 'cause i got carried away lol, not edited.
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"y/n?! weren't you on a business trip?" gojo gasped, your sudden appearance made everyone's heads turn, including his.
however, gojo's words flew over your head, frozen in your tracks as your eyes widened. it really was him, his hair was much longer than the last time you saw him which was... ten years ago.
"suguru.." you breathed out, feeling your backpack that was slung over one shoulder slip off and fall to the ground. you felt your body tremble, his eyes meeting yours as they never wavered.
without any hesitation, you began to walk forwards, pushing past the sea of higher-ups that were grouping around behind gojo. you were about to walk past the tall white haired man as well, only to be halted as he grabbed your wrist.
"don't. he's not the same suguru that we once knew, y/n. don't let your emotions conflict with you, he's a threat to jujutsu high." gojo sternly said, his other hand lifting the bandages of one eye as he looked down at you with a begging look.
you looked up at him with a glare, a frown painted on your lips.
"let go of me, satoru." you calmly replied, making him thin his lips before a heavy sigh left his mouth.
"y/n-"
"i said to let go." you spoke through gritted teeth, twisting your wrist in his hold before ripping out of his grasp. the crowd gasped at your actions, you could hear principal yaga and gojo yell your name, but all of that just sounded like white noise.
you were blind and deaf to anything that wasn't related to the man in front of you. geto looked at you with an amused grin, watching your wobbly legs walk up to him without a single care for your safety, as you were now just a few inches away from him.
you noticed how his eyebags got darker, his eyes that once shimmered with joy were now replaced with nothing but emptiness and tire. it made your throat swell up, feeling it burn as tears stung your eyes.
"you grew out your hair, sugu." you said, though your voice was as soft as a whisper, allowing only geto to hear. you brought up a shaky hand and caressed the long and silky smooth ebony locks. he allowed you to touch it, humming in response.
"i didn't have the time to cut it." geto bluntly responded, onyx eyes looking down at you as you never once broke eye contact with him.
"busy?" you casually asked, earning a nod from him.
"killing people, right?" you added a follow-up question, which you knew the answer to, but all these years you were still in denial about it.
you heard it all over the news, read it on the paper and yaga himself told you. yet, still in your heart you believed that he was innocent and that it was nothing but a mistake or someone trying to frame him.
you knew geto like the back of your hand, he was gentle, calm and soothing. he reminded you of a soft, gentle spring rain shower in the middle of the night.
however, all of that hope would soon come crumbling down as you saw him smirk.
"how'd you know?" his tone dripped with nothing but sarcasm and malice, setting off goosebumps all over your body.
"you're lying to me! i know you'd never do this, suguru. i've known you for years. who's behind all of this? there's still time to fix everything!" your voice trembled, clammy palms coming up to cup his face as your thumb dragged along the soft skin of his cheeks.
"fix? there's nothing left to fix, y/n. everything that you heard was true, i killed that entire village. matter of a fact, it didn't stop there. i killed more and more and even more people all these years!" he laughed like a maniac, making your heart rate increase, feeling his larger hands cup yours.
"stop... please, stop." you sniffled, tears streaming down your face, which made him frown.
"why are you crying? isn't this what you wanted to hear?" he asked with faux sympathy, his thumb brushing away your tears as you looked at him with glossy eyes.
"i missed you so much. every night, i prayed that one day you'll come back and say that everything was a lie. and here you are now, telling me all of this bullshit! why, suguru?! why did you leave??" you yelled at him, not caring about your safety at that moment, knowing that he wouldn't dare to lay a finger on you.
"it's simple, y/n. i'm creating a world where us jujutsu sorcerers can live peacefully without these filthy monkeys." geto tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, his words making your stomach churn with sickness.
yet, this was your last attempt in trying to convince him. who knew when you'd ever see him again? if he disappeared for ten years without a trace, then perhaps your next encounter with him might be too late.
without thinking, you closed the distance between you both, burying your face in his kimono as he let you embrace him without any protest.
he still smelled of the same fragrance that you bought for him in your teen years. you cried on his chest, gripping onto the fabric as your arms tightened around him.
"please, don't leave me again. come back to us, suguru. we'll find a way to fix this, i promise. i'll help you!" you tried to persuade him, feeling his chest take in a huge supply of air before breathing it out. suddenly, you felt him pull you away from him.
your breath hitched when you saw his face morph into a scowl, his fingers grabbing a hold of your jaw to look at him dead in the eyes.
"come back? come back to what, huh? my execution or that terrible life that i abandoned ten years ago? it's time that you realize that things aren't the same for us anymore, y/n. i am no longer on your side, we are enemies now. your sweet sappy talk won't work on me, i'll proceed with my plans no matter what. and if you get in my wayâ" he harshly spoke, each of his words stabbing you in the heart multiple times, making it bleed and cry.
"i'll kill you." geto's eyes darkened, his tone dropping an octave lower as you gulped. he let go of you, walking back to the huge bird that you assumed was his form of transportation.
"i'll see you all on the night parade of a hundred demons! bye-bye~" he sang out, waving at everyone as the bird took off. you watched him grow smaller and smaller into the distance until he was no longer visible to your eyes.
your knees felt like jelly, no longer being able to support your weight before collapsing. you sat on the cold cemented ground, tears dropping onto your thighs as you sobbed. you could hear distant murmuring which belonged to the higher-ups, probably snickering about your unacceptable behavior today towards a traitor, but you couldn't have cared less.
he was your suguru, your best friend.
he's the only person who's ever made your heart flutter and make you feel like the world's cruelty didn't seem so bad when you were with him. in a never ending void, geto was your comfort.
you heard footsteps nearing close to you before feeling a hand on your shoulder. you turned to your side, being met with the familiar cerulean eyes.
"come here." gojo softly said, pulling you into his embrace as you cried on his shoulder, feeling his arms wrap around you.
"it's so unfair! so fucking unfair, satoru!" you choked out, feeling him stroke your back in a comforting manner.
"i know... i know, y/n."
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it's been about two weeks since the incident, you were on mandatory house arrest while the higher-ups further investigated your loyalty towards jujutsu tech. not that you minded, in the end, you knew you'd slip out of these accusations because gojo satoru existed.
and yaga knew you as if you were his own child.
nonetheless, you treated your little 'punishment' as a well-deserved break. long before the incident, you've been quite literally abused with never ending missions, the majority of them shoving you overseas since gojo couldn't go on them frequently due to his students.
you'd occasionally see him, but it was like on a rare moon. you worked full-time and overtime as a sorcerer.
what a hassle.
night had fallen, you glanced at your window which was slightly opened to let in the cool spring breeze. you could hear the faint sound of the sky rumbling, storm clouds slowly grouping together.
"looks like it'll storm tonight." you mumbled to yourself, walking towards your window as you closed it along with the curtains. a few seconds later, you heard a knock at your door.
who'd pay you a visit at this hour? it's nearly a little past midnight.
regardless, you pushed your thoughts aside and went ahead to open the door.
"oh, shoko?" you called out, your tone a little surprised in seeing her so late, assuming that she'd be long knocked down by sleep.
"mhm, mind if i come in?" the dark brunette asked, taking one last drag of her cigarette before throwing it on the floor, crushing beneath her foot.
"no, of course not!" you gave her a smile, stepping aside to let her enter your house.
"so, what was that whole romeo and juliet incident involving you and suguru about?" shoko chuckled at her own joke, making you sigh.
"so you've heard." you replied, making her hum.
"i did. you know, i'm a little hurt that i didn't hear it from your mouth instead. those shitty higher-ups really have a way with their words, and it's not poetic." she snickered, making you scoff.
"they always exaggerate shit." you grumbled, balling your hands into fists.
"mhm, so, i need to hear it from you now." shoko took off her white coat before tossing it to the side, plopping on your couch as she patted the empty seat next to her. you took in the offer, sitting down as you looked down at your lap, fiddling with your fingers.
"i.. he-" you could feel your words starting to get stuck in your throat, the memory of that day washing so vividly clear in your mind, making you feel sick. shoko attentively watched you, a long pause embracing your lips.
"you know i trust you, right y/n?" she suddenly blurted out, making you look up at her with wide eyes.
"huh?" was the only thing that left your lips, a little astonished to hear it from the lips of the woman who was left to cope with everything by herself after geto's departure.
it was cruel and uncalled-for, after all, the four of you were best friends. but, life happened and it was a harsh split.
"if i were in your place, i'd feel the same and i know satoru felt the same too. he's just too ignorant to come to terms with his emotions. so, tell me." shoko offered you a small smile, comfortingly rubbing your back as you told her everything.
"ah, i see. i've gotta say, you got some balls, y/n." she giggled, making your face turn red.
"that's not the case, my body just led without my control." you defended.
"hm, you must've gotten a harsh earful from principal yaga." she leaned back in the sofa, hazel eyes meeting yours.
"yeah." you thin your lips.
"are you serious right now, y/n?! you're one of my most trusted students, a senior and mentor at jujutsu tech! how could you act so rash and stupidly like this?! it makes no sense, i'd rather have it be satoru than you. do you know how much of a dangerous position you're in now? they're investigating you because of rising accusations that you might be suguru's accomplice. they're questioning your loyalty and if you're possibly another traitor like him!"
yaga's words rang loud and clear in your head, making you scowl as you slumped back.
"you're still in love with suguru, aren't you?" shoko suddenly blurted out, making you choke on air as your eyes widened.
"what?!" you gasped, a little mortified at how she knew.
"i'm not stupid, y/n. you were so painfully obvious back when we were teens and it seems like nothing has changed now either." she smirked at you, watching how your body was fidgeting as you tried to think of a quick lie.
but, you soon gave up, not having the energy or will left to care about covering up your stupid crush. you nodded your head, not meeting her eyes as you were afraid of being teased.
you've kept this little secret of yours hidden for over fourteen years, but, now someone knew.
"shoko?" you absent-mindedly called out, being lost in your thoughts.
"hm?" she hummed in response.
"you're a doctor, right?" you stupidly asked, making her laugh.
"of some sort, yes." shoko played on with your words, even though you already knew the answer to it.
"then tell me how to stop feeling like this. i can't live knowing that he's suffering and being swallowed in a pit of self-loathe, blame and pity. i can't stop loving him, shoko." you looked at her with begging eyes, feeling tears pricking them.
"i'm a doctor who heals people's injuries, not a relationship therapist." she nonchalantly spat, her words smacking you back to reality.
"right." you said, tone laced with disappointment but you expected it. after all, there simply was no answer to your question, nor was there a solution to your problem.
"but, i can try." she gave you a cheeky smile, making you cock an eyebrow.
"how?" you asked, a little confused at what she was suggesting. shoko grabbed her coat, digging something out of her pocket as you watched her pull out a small card.
"what's that?" you asked with curious eyes, taking the card before examining it.
"suguru's number, well, it's his weird cult's main line. but, maybe it might come in handy. i don't know, do as you will with that information. i should get going before it rains." shoko smirked, looking at you with a playful glint before getting up and putting on her coat.
you walked her to the door as you watched her slip on her shoes, twisting the lock afterwards to unlock the door.
"you won't tell the higher-up or satoru about this, right?" you asked with a little caution, feeling a little uneasy.
"of course not, my time is pretty precious, you know? i'd never waste it on talking with those fools. oh and by the way, i never gave you this information. goodnight, y/n." she gave you a bright smile before waving at you as she walked out.
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"hello, master geto suguru's assistant speaking, how may i help you?"
"uh, may i schedule an appointment with master geto? i've been dealing with sleep issues and would like to consult him."
"and what are these sleep issues like?"
"well.. um, of monstrous creatures, i think? and it feels like there's another entity residing with me."
"i see, well, you could come first thing in the morning tomorrow."
"ah, you see, these dreams tend to worsen at night. so, i was hoping if i could perhaps consult with him tonight?"
"at this hour? i doubt he would."
"could you ask, please? i'm willing to pay a pretty penny to him."
"please hold."
the line goes silent.
"he surprisingly agreed. master geto will be meeting you within the next hour at the location that will be texted to you."
"thank you."
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your heart was beating rapidly in your chest as you skillfully sneaked out of your house, avoiding all the cctv cameras. it was pitch-black outside, the only source of light was from the dimly lit street lamps as the moon was covered by the thick storm clouds. you decided to take a cab to the designated location, which was a park close to shibuya, not wanting to loop ichiji and waste time to create lies for your cover-up.
it seemed like you arrived first, leaning against a tree as you waited for him to come. your hands were getting cold and sweaty, your nerves were eating you away as well.
what if things escalated and got out of hand? you had no backup plan for a potential attack. your cursed energy is drained due to your fatigue, and geto is a strong sorcerer himself, it'd be difficult fighting against him.
all these last minute questions buzzed in your mind, making you slowly regret your rash decision to contact him without any proper precautions.
was this a bad call?
"so, i was right. it is you." you heard a familiar voice speak within the distance, footsteps nearing you as you looked up to see a figure inching closer to you. the faint light emitting from the street lamp allowed you to see the figure that was dressed up in a purple hoodie and green cargos.
geto stood in front of you, taking off his hood as you saw his disheveled hair from being shielded inside the hood. it seemed as if he grew fond of the new hairstyle of keeping a half-up do.
he knew it was you?
"but, how?" you asked, a little shocked at how you failed at being so discreet. you didn't even speak to him nor give a name to his assistant.
"it was a hunch." geto smirked with his eyes closed, shrugging his shoulder. you looked down at your shoes, your fingers playing with the hem of your t-shirt as you didn't know what to talk about.
"so, why'd you wanna see me? surely, it's not to exorcise curses." he cut straight to the chase, raising a brow as he looked down at you.
"i don't know." you blurted out, not meeting his eyes. it was true, you didn't know why you called his stupid cult to set up an appointment with him at like one in the morning.
you didn't know why your mind couldn't wait and think this whole plan twice. you had nothing in particular to tell him, it was clear that geto didn't agree with your plans of him returning to jujutsu tech.
"do you think my time is something to waste?" he scoffed, making you wince at the brazenness of his tone. you let out a sigh, finally looking up at him with a furious glint in your eyes.
"could you stop acting like that?" you balled your fists in anger, making him narrow his eyes at you.
"like what?" he bluntly spat out.
"like we're strangers! how can you just forget everything that we've been through, huh? you were my best friend, for fuck's sake! we went to school together, hung out almost every day, went on missions together, celebrated each other's birthdays. all kind of that crap! how can you just stand here and look at me like i'm nothing more than a mere bug that you could step over and move on with your life?" your voice trembled as you spoke out your feelings, but, your voice never once wavered. you made sure that each of your words were loud and stern enough to drill into his skull.
"you wanna know why, y/n? i'll tell you why. it's 'cause you don't mean anything to me. i've cut all my ties between everyone back in that school. you are nothing more than a stranger to me, actually, you're being quite a nuisance to me now." geto said in a monotone, words piercing through your heart as it made tears sting in your eyes.
"lies... you're lying! cut the bullshit, suguru. you promised me that when we're both together, we're the strongest. even stronger than satoru!" you bellowed, feeling the rush of adrenaline as your body was being overwhelmed with all kinds of emotions.
pain, anger, sadness and frustration.
nothing was making sense, he wasn't making sense!
"yeah? well, welcome to reality, y/n. i don't need you anymore to be the strongest. in fact, i don't need anyone!" he yelled back at you, his face now displaying an irritated expression, but you continued to push his limits. you cupped his face in your hands, thinning your lips as you saw his face relaxing to your touch, going back to his resting face.
"i know, suguru. you never needed me or satoru to be the strongest. suguru... mistakes happen, it wasn't your fault." you spoke to him in a soft voice, caressing his cheeks. his eyes widened at your words, looking at you with a puzzled look. you felt his hands creep up before wrapping over yours.
"don't you dare speak to me as if you know everything. god, you disgust me." he roughly shoved your hands off of him, making you gasp, as it wasn't your intention to offend him. geto looked at you once more before turning his heels, walking away.
"sugu-"
"i'll let it slide this time, but i can't promise to be this generous if there's a next time. let's never meet again, y/n. unless... it's for killing one another." geto spoke with a low voice, his face turning to the side as he looked at you through his peripheral vision.
your mouth was wide open, not believing how crudely he could say those words and prance off. you gritted your teeth, running towards him before harshly grabbing his arm, pulling him towards you with all the strength in your body.
"what the f-"
"i'm sick and tired of your bullshit. you act like the world revolves around you, like you're the only one who's been through shit. yet, when it comes to facing things, you're nothing but a fucking coward!" you glared at him, your grip on him tightening to make sure he can't break free. geto scoffed, using his free hand to grab your jaw, pulling your face closer to him before looking down. you squirmed in his tight grasp, but he didn't budge.
"oh yeah? my words must've hurt your little feelings, didn't they, y/n?" he pouted, faux sympathy laced within his tone.
"shut up! you know i'm right. the incident with riko and toji had a toll on all of us, but it struck you the hardest." you tried your best to speak coherently through your squished cheeks.
"it did. what about it? you never did anything and neither did satoru. i took my own matter into my own hands. that's not cowardice, it was a leap to another direction, my redirection. silly little girls who chew on their emotions like you won't understand my motives." he smirked, making you wince as he squeezed your jaw, your hands coming up in defense to peel them off.
"redirection? ha! don't make me laugh. you wanna hate toji for killing an innocent girl who you were supposed to watch over? it'd make you a hypocrite, 'cause what makes you any different from him now?" you gave him a grin, bullets of sweat running down your forehead.
"guess you do have a brain somewhere in that stupid head of yours." he grumbled, releasing you from his hold before turning around to once again leave.
even if it meant that you'd have to chase him to the end of the earth, you're more than willing to do so.
you lightly jogged behind him before catching up, now standing in front of him as you blocked his space. you could sense him slowly getting annoyed, hand dug inside his pocket.
"don't you know that it's rude to leave mid-conversation, master geto?" you threw in a slight tease, trying to ease up the situation, but that might've irritated him even more.
"seriously, what is your problem? move." geto sternly ordered, his patience running low. but you didn't bother lifting a single muscle, staring back at him.
"no."
"i'm gonna kill you."
"okay."
"i'm being serious, y/n. go home."
"no."
geto grumbled at your stubborn behavior, scratching his head as he didn't want to use jujutsu against you when he knew that you were bluffing around.
"fine! then what do you want from me?!" he was fed up, eyes boring holes into your body.
"i need answers. i want... no, i need you to tell me everything that you went through after that incident." you replied, eyes looking into his with determination and perseverance. geto's eyes locked with yours, your knees turning into jelly.
you tried to look for some form of truth in his eyes, but you only see nothing but a vast abyss. those same eyes that once twinkled on those hot summer days where you spent being a bunch of reckless teens doing stupid shit was gone.
suddenly, it began to rain. a few drops turned into pouring rain, making your clothes wet along with his. you saw him take in a deep breath before averting his gaze.
"goodnight, y/n." geto pulled up his hood in order to avoid his hair from getting wet as he avoided your request, deciding to walk in the opposite direction.
you stood frozen in your steps, not bothering to run after him. you watched him slowly get smaller and smaller in the distance, just like you did two weeks ago.
you felt your heart shattering to pieces, watching your best friend, and the person who owns your heart walk further towards the dark path. the sickening and thick feeling of guilt has always embraced you ever since geto left jujutsu tech for good, the feeling of being responsible for his outcome always washed over you.
you were his best friend after all, yet you failed him. you watched him spiral down to his downfall, still, you turned a blind eye. it was foolish, you were young and so stupidly dumb.
of course, you didn't know any better at the tender age of sixteen. hell, you didn't even understand your own emotions, let alone anyone else's. nonetheless, after that whole incident, there was a split between the connection you, geto and gojo shared.
gojo coped by training until he passed out cold on the ground, geto resorted to self-isolationism, and you?
you'd disappear to god knows where. it wasn't a lie that you were a very rash person, your decisions being impulsive. after you touched school grounds, you booked a ticket to italy and stayed there for a couple of weeks.
no one questioned it, none of your friends.
of course, yaga soon tracked you down and threatened you to either come back or else the outcomes wouldn't be in your favor if he had to go there to get you.
so, when you did come back, gojo seemed as if nothing ever happened. meanwhile, geto's condition looked extremely poor. however, you selfishly ignored the red alarms in your head and thought maybe he was still going through it and needed space.
not to mention that you haven't properly healed from that incident and seeing how satoru was doing a little too well, neither has he.
at that time, you didn't want to bring up those events nor even trigger those horrific memories for you or the others. the mere thought of it made you have an instant panic attack. so, you chose to ignore it and hoped that maybe geto could recover on his own.
but, that's where your mistake was.
you should've asked. you should've been by his side and tell him that it wasn't his fault. you should've been there for him.
all these should've and could've's, yet nothing could ever fix what was already broken.
which is why your decision was final. you already lost him once and you weren't gonna lose him for a second time.
you woke up from your trance, picking up your legs as you ran as fast as you could. surely he couldn't have walked that far in the span of five minutes. you ran like a lunatic in the pouring rain, your clothes sticking to your body. although your vision was blurry with a mix of your tears and the rain, you were able to make out his figure, which was leisurely walking at a slow pace.
without thinking twice, you crashed into his back as you wrapped your arms around his waist. you felt geto jolt from the unexpected impact, his body freezing on spot.
"what the fuck?" geto breathed out, his heart nearly exploding from the shock. he looked down and recognized your hands, exhaling in relief that it was just you.
"do you remember when you'd summon your stingray shikigami every time i'd whine to you about my feet hurting from a long mission?" you sniffled, your words slightly muffled into the cloth of his hoodie, but geto had keen ears.
"yeah, you were pretty aggressive about it too." he snorted, making you break out into a small laugh.
"i sometimes lied about my feet hurting. your stingray shikigami can't carry more than two people at a time. i wanted to spend time with you alone." you snuggled into his back, squeezing him gently in your arms to get impossibly closer to him.
you could vividly remember how you and geto would spend hours surfing the sky on the curse, overseeing different people and how they lived their normal lives.
"did you chase me all the way here to confess that?" geto laughed, making you let out a deep sigh as you loosened your grasp on him. this allowed geto to turn around, now facing you.
he took note of how beautifully destroyed you looked under the dimly lit streets. your hair sticking to your neck and forehead, cheeks rosey red, eyes puffed up from crying and lips swollen from biting them so much.
you looked up at him, his face now wet from the rain as his hood was long put down, his hair messy and wet as well. your heart bled little by little as you looked at his drained out face. in your mind, you thanked god that it was raining or else he could've seen how your tears were like a nonstop waterfall.
"i'm sorry." you choked out, looking at him with glossy eyes. geto raised an eyebrow, slightly confused at your sudden apology.
"what?" he asked.
"i'm sorry for being a horrible friend. i knew that you weren't holding yourself up well. when i came back, i saw how thin you got, your dark eyebags, those fake smiles... i noticed it all. yet, i didn't say anything because i was selfishly thinking about my own sanity. i'm sorry for not being there when you needed someone the most, suguru." your knees gave out, collapsing on the ground as you sat on your knees while crying into your palms.
geto's eyes widened at the revelation, unable to move a single limb as his brain tried to process your words. he never craved for attention nor did he ever raise a hand for help, but, he always hoped that someone saw through those fake smiles while he died a little inside every day.
and you did.
geto never resented you or gojo in the slightest when he chose his own path, it wasn't something he did out of hatred for you two or anything against anyone in jujutsu tech. it was his brain that twisted everyone's words, from toji's last words that were uttered to him along with yuki's ramble about sorcerers.
it was during the wrong place at the wrong time.
whether you were there with him or not, there was no saving geto suguru.
he crouched down to level with you, watching how your body shook as you cried uncontrollably in your hands.
"i don't hate you, y/n. and... whatever that i went through and the outcome of it isn't your fault either, so stop blaming yourself." geto spoke in a gentle voice, peeling your hands off of your face to look at you. with tear-filled heavy eyes, you opened them and looked at him through your fuzzy vision.
his voice was now like the suguru you used to know, so soft and honey-like. there wasn't any malice or anger rooted into his words or tone.
"i could've stopped you from leaving." you reasoned, choking on your breaths as you tried to calm down, wanting to hold a collected conversation now that he's willing to open up.
"i don't know about that." he thinned his lips, looking down at the cemented ground.
"everything fell apart after you left. satoru tries to hide his pain, but i could see right through him. he doesn't wanna talk about it. then shoko... she didn't even know the full story until much later and i don't think she's coping too well even now. everyone's a mess because you left, suguru. you were the glue that held us together." you confessed, making him pause for a second.
"and i wore off, yet, no one put me back together. this path that i choseâit was the only way i found relief. it held me together at my lowest, y/n." geto's voice shook, your throat going dry as you could see him slowly break in front of you.
"suguru." you called out his name, not even knowing how to respond to such heavy words. he stood back up while collecting his composure back, extending a hand to help you up. you accepted, the skinship between his flesh with yours sent electric shocks all over your body.
"i'm glad that even after all these years, you still have the heart to love and care about someone like me, y/n. however, if you met up with me tonight with the intention of trying to convince me to come back, then i'm sorry because it won't be happening." he gave you a sad smile before fixing your soaking wet hair that was sticking to your face. you shuddered at his touch, looking at him in disappointment.
"i know." you bit your lips, preventing a cry from escaping your throat. geto nodded at your acknowledgment.
"you should head home before you catch a cold, y/n." he spoke with genuine concern, making your stomach flutter. you chewed on your bottom lip, not wanting for it to end this way.
"run away with me, suguru." you suddenly blurted out, your own mind shocked at the suggestion that left your lips. geto's eyes were now the size of two full moons, his mouth wide open.
"what?" he gasped, completely flabbergasted at your ridiculous suggestion.
"i mean it. let's run away, together." you gave him a crazy look, holding his hands as you gave him an insane smile with pleading eyes.
"are you out of your mind, y/n? did you drink before coming here?" geto asked in shock, but there was no foul scent of liquor radiating off of your body or mouth.
you were completely sober and in the right state of mind.
"i can't watch you destroy yourself like this anymore, suguru. this path that you call your redirection is slowly killing you. i can see it in your eyes. you kill people not because it's fun or you want to, but because it's a coping mechanism from what you witnessed. if you go back to jujutsu tech, you'll be executed without hesitation. so, why bother living a life like this? let's start fresh somewhere else in this huge world." you explained your idea, as each word leaving your lips made you sound even more insane.
were you even thinking this through? you're asking him, a mass murderer, to runaway with you, one of the strongest jujutsu sorcerers to be born in this era that's supposed to help humanity.
"you're willing to throw away your life for someone like me? no, i can't accept this." he shook his head, declining your offer.
"do you think this is a life that i want to live? a life where i'm chained to the responsibility of saving people, to fight life and death face to face every day, to pretend that everything's fine? i've reached my limit, suguru, and so have you." you argued, making him bitterly chuckle.
"do you have any idea how many people i've killed with these hands? if blood was thick enough to stain, my hands would be darker than red. do you still want to forgive a sinner like me?" he shamefully admitted, an attempt to make you disgusted of him or even burn in hatred.
he wanted you to loathe him for his crimes, to have an immense amount of resentment towards him. but, instead, you treated him like a delicate petal.
you brought his hands up to your face before kissing each of his palms. geto's eyes widened at your sudden action, not expecting you to react this way.
"i'll bear your sins with you. you're not alone anymore, suguru. i'll follow you into the deep pits of hell if i have to." you cupped your face with his hands, staring deep into his eyes with a determined glint, making him speechless.
that was the last straw, those very few words that you uttered to him in a matter of seconds was all that it took for geto's walls to come crumbling down. you watched his eyes well with tears before he bit his top lip to stop a painful cry from leaving his throat.
"it's okay, sugu. let it out." you encouraged, rubbing comforting circles on the back of his hand with your thumb.
"i-i.... i swear, y/n, i didn't take my eyes off of her even for a second. i even offered to take her away from the mission so that she could live a normal life. i didn't know when that shitbag entered, i didn't even sense him the slightest. one minute she was smiling and then... i see her on the ground bleeding." geto cried, trying his best to speak in between his sobs as you attentively listened to him. your heart shattered to millions of pieces as you watch him break down in front of you.
"i know, suguru. it's not your fault, come here." you closed the distance between you two, hugging him tightly as geto buried his face in the crook of your neck, the pouring rain continuing to rain on you guys with no mercy.
"satoru definitely blames me. i screwed up, y/n!" he added, making you shake your head as you disagreed.
"he doesn't, suguru. he knew the extremity of the situation and both him and i were nearly on the verge of death. it's not your fault, suguru. whether it was me or satoru in your place instead, riko would've died regardless." you comforted, stroking his hair as you tried to calm him down. he pulled back, looking at you as his eyes were now red and puffy from crying.
"i felt like i killed her and because i found no escape in that pit of guilt, i tried to derive relief by killing even more people. i.. i didn't even wanna kill them, but i did it for that feeling of finally being able to breathe. i can't do this anymore, y/n, i can't! absorb, exorcise, ingest, absorb, exorcise, ingest! i can't fucking do it anymore. i can't even enjoy a meal because of how pungent the taste is left on my tongue. the taste of curses, like a rag wiped with shit and vomit. i'm tired, y/n." he rambled, finally opening up about his true emotions. seeing him like this only broke you more, seeing him this panicked, scared and shame-filled.
he was just a kid.
"i know... i know, suguru. it must've been so hard on you and you've suffered enough. it's time to tap out and find happiness, sugu." you stroked his wet cheek, feeling him tremble under your touch.
"why would you do it for someone like me?" geto whispered, his voice cracking as a lump formed in his throat.
"because i love you, suguru. as my best friend and as a person. i loved you ever since we were kids. i can't live without you and i learned that the hard way through fourteen lonely and miserable years. me living a happy life is a life with you, sugu." you confessed your feelings, watching his eyes soften.
"i love you too, y/n." he smiled through his tears, arms wrapping around your waist as he pulled you closer to him. your heart was filled with content, an overwhelming wave of emotions struck you.
you pulled his hood over his head before pulling his head down. leaning in towards his face, your lips just centimeters away from his. geto closed the distance between you two as he grabbed the back of your head and pulled you in for a kiss. your hands clutched harder onto the fabric of his hood, your lips perfectly molded against his soft ones.
you could taste a mix of the rain along with both of your tears, kissing him hard in the pouring rain. geto walked forwards with you still in his hold, your back now hitting against a tree as he pressed his body into yours. the warmth radiated off of him to you, making you whimper.
geto couldnât wrap his head around this new feeling which set his soul on fire. his mouth was producing more saliva than usual, like how youâd salivate when you eat good food. the awful taste of curses no longer lingered on his tongue, instead, now replaced by the taste of your sweet cherry flavored lips.
it nearly made him cry.
he tilted his head, angling his lips to kiss you deeper and harder. you could feel his body shudder, lips shaky as he kissed you like this was his last time with you.
you let go of his hood, the wind blowing it down which made you tangle your fingers into his wet ebony locks. geto's tongue swiped against your bottom lips and you gasped, allowing him to enter his tongue.
the kiss was full of need and love, the both of you touching one another and pressing onto each other impossibly closer. you both finally pulled away, gasping for air as you looked up at him, a warm smile painted on his lips.
you went on your tippy-toes, pressing gentle kisses all over his face. you kissed his forehead, cheeks, the tip of his nose, his chin and finally; you pressed a tender and loving kiss on his lips. geto chuckled at your actions, enjoying the affection he was receiving.
"so, what do you say?" you asked once again, looking up at him with hopeful eyes. geto looked down at you, seeing how your eyes glimmered with anticipation and it warmed his heart to see how much you wanted this.
not for you, but for him.
geto gave you a cheeky grin, gently grabbing your chin before leaning down to press a kiss on your lips.
"let's run away, y/n."
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"happy anniversary, y/n! open it, baby." geto eagerly encouraged, his eyes sparkling as he placed the small, neatly wrapped gift on your lap. you chuckled at your boyfriend's adorable behavior.
it's been about five years since you both left behind your tragic lives, finding escape in the peaceful city of venice in italy. you both left that night, in your sopping wet clothes, not even bothering to go back for your stuff because it'd be too risky.
these past five years were nothing but a dream that finally came into reality. no more curses, no more exorcisms, no more death or tragedy. you and geto were just two normal people living your lives.
sometimes you sit alone in your balcony and think about how your life did a whole three-sixty. all those lonely nights that consumed you with your own guilt, self-loathe and tire... was no longer an issue.
instead, you slept peacefully besides your lover, wrapped up in the soft silk duvet that smelled like a mixture of you and him, indulging in his warmth.
of course, it was never that easy in the beginning. you both still suffered from very traumatic dreams, especially geto. you'd wake up in the middle of the night finding him crying quietly or having a panic attack.
but, you were always there for him, holding him like a precious gem as you cradled him in your embrace. you stroked his hair, kissed his tears away and held him tight.
you healed geto suguru.
you spent five happy and peaceful years with the love of your life, as if you both started from a clean slate. they say that hair holds memories, so, geto cut his hair back into his shoulder-length wolfcut. you dyed your hair along with cutting it short.
both you and geto owned a small restaurant that was pretty famous with various japanese cuisines.
it was definitely a new beginning.
"oh my god! this is adorable, sugu!!" you squealed, nearly falling off of the gondola as you held up the bunny plushie before hugging it. geto looked at you with hearts in his eyes, watching his cute girlfriend gush over the toy.
"there's a surprise for you inside its carrot." he gave you a cheeky smile, making you hum in confusion as you examined the carrot. you noticed it had a little zipper, tugging it before shoving a finger inside.
you felt something thin and cold, like a ri-
your eyes widened at the realization, tears pooling in your eyes as you looked into geto's eyes. the familiar softness and adoration that he's always held for you shone through his beautiful onyx eyes.
"pull it out, my love." his voice was like a whisper, your tears streaming down your cheeks as you pulled out the gorgeous diamond ring.
"if someone were to ask me what is a moment in my life that i never regretted, i'd answer that it would be every moment that i spent with you. i don't think i'll ever be able to repay you for all that you've done for me, as my best friend and as my lover. you saved me, honey. because of you... i had a second chance to life. thank you for everything, y/n. i love you so much, so, so, so, much. there isn't enough languages nor words on this earth that exists for me to express my love for you. which is why i want to keep loving you until the end of time. will you marry me, y/n?" geto caressed your face, watching you give him a bright smile as you cried tears of joy.
"yes! make me your wife, geto suguru!" you yelled in happiness, surely to have piss off the italian neighbors who were trying to sleep at this hour.
but, you didn't care. you just got engaged with the love of your life.
geto chuckled at your reaction, slipping on the ring before pulling you in for a kiss. all of a sudden, you felt wet droplets on your head, making you both pull away and look at each other in shock.
"it's raining." you said the obvious, making geto smirk before once again pressing a gentle kiss on your lips.
"it's a sign that we're meant to be together forever, y/n." he smiled against your lips, making you giggle at his superstitious reasoning as you pecked his lips.
after your little date, both you and geto reached home, changing out of your wet clothes into pajamas. you walked outside the bathroom, watching your fiancé place down two hot cups of tea on the table before sitting down on the sofa.
you took in a moment to soak in the image of how gorgeous geto was. sometimes, you questioned if you even deserved to be with such a beautiful man inside out.
"so, you gonna stand there and watch me or come here to get a better view?" geto teased, patting his lap as your cheeks tinted red. you giggled, walking over to him before sitting on his lap, placing your head on his shoulder as you watched the diamond sparkle under the light.
"this is like your hundredth time looking at it, honey." you can feel the deep vibration of his laughter against your chest, making you hum.
"it still feels like a dream, a long dream that i never wanna wake up from." you admit, gawking at the ring before nuzzling your face in the crook of his neck, pressing soft kisses.
"this is our happy ending, y/n. it's just you and me, together forever." he whispered, making you smile as you raised your head to meet his eyes.
"that's all i need." you answered, kissing him on the lips.
geto stared at you as if you hung the moon and stars, eyes twinkling with love and adoration. he couldn't get enough of your voice, your touch and your presence in general. you were the light in his life, the person who kept him sane.
you rested your head on his chest, your arms wrapped around his waist while he played with your hair. you listened to his heartbeat, feeling yours syncing with his as the gentle thumping sound lulled you to sleep.
"do you miss them?" geto suddenly asked, making you hum.
"yeah. do you?" you asked him the same question. you felt his chest heave before relaxing, a heavy sigh leaving his lips.
"yeah." he softly answered.
"do you think satoru's married by now?" you thought out loud, making geto snort.
"i highly doubt it. he's too much of a manwhore." geto snickered, referring to how gojo was a player by heart.
"so were you! getting all the ladies back in high school. but, look at you now, stuck with me forever." you looked at him with a smirk, making him laugh before pecking the tip of your nose.
"that's 'cause you're the only lady my heart was meant for." he cheesily answered, making you squirm in his embrace.
"what about shoko?" you asked, since you were on the topic of your old friends.
"eh? hopefully with a boyfriend if lung cancer hasn't taken her out already." geto nonchalantly responded, making you gasp as you slapped his arm.
"suguru!" you scolded at his brash words.
"ow! i'm being logical." he winces, even though it wasn't a painful impact.
"i hope shoko's doing well. if it wasn't for her, none of this would've happened." you smiled, reminiscing back to that night when you last saw her.
"hm, you should give her a call then. i doubt she changed her number, she's too lazy for that." geto suggested, making your eyes widen.
"huh? wouldn't that be too risky?" you looked at him as if he grew two heads.
"probably not, i'm sure she predicted something like this." he shrugged.
"i'll see. i don't think satoru has changed his number either. you should give him a call in that case, suguru." you caressed his bottom lip.
"maybe. i'll see." he copied your answer, making you chuckle.
a lot has happened between these past five years, both you and geto took it one step at a time. maybe one day, you both can finally muster up the courage to catch up with your old friends.
but for now, no one else needed to exist in the world that you both created that was meant for you two only.
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Back again! I read chapter 3 late at night and now i had to reread parts of it again to get my thoughts in order.
There's grief of suguru's absense of course and his lack of presence permeates throughout the chapter. which is fitting, because that's what grief is, the ghost that haunts you. god, and the fact that reader knows what their last true conversation was like. dropping all pretenses and letting suguru be close and to touch her because. it's the last time she'll ever see him as he was.
for how twisted she is, i really did pity her when shoko and gojo express without verbally saying so, that they love her. but that they also resent/fear/hate her (i put hate because they didn't SAY it but, that was definitely the vibe i was getting. there's some things that dont need to be put into words)
she could not change the outcome, but she could at least make it so it's favorable (To her and to Him). what a bitter pill to swallow
It's interesting to know that we get a bit of a confirmation that Reader does have limitations on her technique. there are some things, like her mother's death that cannot be changed no matter what outcome she tries to find. but that doesn't mean she doesnt have some leeway (her orchestrating and plucking to achieve Haibara's death)
but what gives me pause is when reader tells Suguru that she's always known that she will kill her father. But then, she had also said that there was a version somewhere where Gojo had already killed him before the wedding. Since her mother's death preceded her father's, does that mean her mother had already been murdered? so her fathers death is always followed by her mother's.
it felt like that was what the implication itself but i keep second guessing myself lol which makes sense for her inaction. there are futures that are less favorable, and most favorable. and reader chooses the outcomes that are most favorable to herself and gojo.
oh god and they got married. yeah, the higher-ups REALLY fucked up in letting that happen.
also i desperately wanna isolate the Gojo making reader promise him to put megumi and tsumiki before him and analyze the HELL out of it. because i felt something when i read it and i wanna bite my own ankles because i DONT know how to verbalize or express it. something happened here, and it felt really important. and also shifted my perspective on Gojo in Godmaker a bit.
It makes me think about Reader and Gojo's mother's conversation from earlier, and how Gojo's mother had said that her son had hurt her but she loved him regardless. I mean she's toxic as hell. but in a fucked up way, whether it's true or not, i think Gojo's mom believes that she has put Satoru above else.
And Reader had expressed that she loved Satoru. And she DOES put him above everyone else. But he's her husband, and not her child.
it's that age old question i suppose. Who do you prioritize as the most important person to you? Most people would answer, if they have one: their spouse. because marriage means they have chosen that person alone above all else to spend and share the rest of their lives together. (i mean i dont believe in marriage but gsjkgjks that's definitely the "Norm")
But it's different when you have kids. No one likes to make a choice like that. But most would answer that they would put their children first.
and what this tells me is that Gojo would choose megumi and Tsumiki over reader. It's not expressed as such because the focus is on reader, but the fact that he made her commit a Binding Vow feels telling. And he made her choose them, because deep down he knew between the kids and him...she would still choose him.
which does not help that reader immediately worries and thinks "oh but i planned so that that WOULDN'T happen....unless?" and tried reaching for her pendant. so reader saw a future where she HAD to make a choice. and she's done everything to achieve a future where she never had to make a choice at all.
idk where i was going with this initially but. idk i feel like something shifted my interpretation about reader and gojo. like it's a fundamental difference.
and then that talk at the end of being birthed anew. it feels like another fundamental shift has happened. Childhood is the final shackle holding reader down, and now, it's all gone. she's an adult now and she can no longer be held under the thumb of her father, or the clans.
nothing can stop her now. (haha, we're in danger)
when i saw you had messaged me i got so excited LMAOOO i was with a friend and i was like okay. i need to Wait. until i can Take This In. first of all. you're ALWAYS on to me LMAOOO. i love it. it makes me so happy to see you picking up on these things.
gonna put this under a cut in case it gets too long lol
you are exactly on the nose with a lot of this. there are a lot of different versions of the future that the reader sort of...parses through. its very tricky because if you select one option, it changes several others, etc. etc. she can pull strings, but she's gotta be horrendously careful of which ones. and sometimes she HAS to let some unfold, for other things to take place.
i think there is certainly resentment or hate that shoko and gojo have towards the reader. ig, how could you not? but i also think...shoko in particular, is willing to trust reader to do what is Best, even if it's hard. or i think she sorta...turns a blind eye to it in order to love the reader. gojo does not trust her like that lol well...he does trust her. but he knows what she's doing is not always Morally Best.
to your points about megumi and tsumiki...idk exactly when this story became about like...children, but it did somewhere. and i think also like what would you do for love? how far would you go? i think you're bringing up a lot of really good points of like...who do you prioritize? initially, i just wanted tsumiki and megumi to remain because i was following Canon. but then reader met them and kinda. took over. and decided they would mean more to her and make her contend with more than i initially planned. i think also there's an aspect of...her desire to appease gojo in there somewhere. she knows gojo loves megumi and tsumiki tremendously, so she will too. but now i will stop talking about this lest i reveal more lol
gojo knows more than he lets on. the reader has been pulling strings and making calculated moves but. gojo has been too. this was one of hisâto make her give him a binding vow about the kids. i think the the interlude will reveal more.
reader has definitely done everything in order to not have to make that choice. and she will, in fact, continue to do more to ensure that lol
there is certainly a shift!!! reader is certainly changed!! and there is little to stop what she will do now!!
i am very excited to share more with you, always! always so excited to hear what you have to say!! THANK YOU!! for reading and taking the time to dissect this and send me this incredible ask. it means so much to me, as always!! i am gonna go work on the next chapter now because you've made me so excited lol đ
#THANK YOU THANK YOU AS ALWAYS#fr means the world to me#i know i always say it but I MEAN IT đ©#i hope you had a good weekend and a lovely week ahead of you!!#cielo chats!
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*evil laughter* ⊠what if Mahito decides to transfigure Kasumi to hurt Mechamaru? (So a pure water/mist elemental Kasumi or a demon weapon katana Kasumi?)
(Mahito wanted to fuck over Mechamaru since he couldnât change Mechamaru fully)
I fucking love how Mahito is just a fucking child when he can't use his powers on someone that he decides to hurt those around the person immune to him to hurt that person. Absolute full blown tantrum from Mahito in the form of killing your loved ones if he can't touch your soul lol!
But I can see Mahito trying to transfigure Miwa! I don't know the chain of event for everything around Mahito, so once Mahito "fixes" Mechamaru, I don't know where everyone else is at.
So like, if Ber1, Kiw1, Nanako, and Mimiko are in Japan at this time, then they would fight back Mahito and try to save Miwa (though I think they would be back in Japan after Suguru becomes good again which is post-Mahito plot).
There's also the idea that Ilma, Megumi, Yuji, and Tsumiki would be around to fight Mahito, either being more collateral damage or Yuji is able to get Mahito away from Miwa before he can turn her.
[Just finished answering an ask about Tsumiki being a plant/bug elemental and needed to add that if Mahito does end up here, Tsumiki could get transfigured either instead of Miwa or with Miwa. Especially if Mahito knows how important Megumi is to Yuji, and how important Tsumiki is to Megumi, he could absolutely want to do a chain hurt session to hurt both Yuji and Mechamaru by transfiguring Miwa and Tsumiki since I see him knowing not to go after Megumi].
Or possible Miwa just straight up kills Mahito in one slash like she's gonna do for Sukuna when she enters the fight in canon /j
But yea, I can see Mahito "taking pity" on Miwa and wanting to make her "better" for her boyfriend lol. That is definitely what he would be saying as he transfigures her.
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how the jjk men answer âwhy do you love me?â
nanami kento, toji fushiguro, satoru gojo, geto suguru, ryomen sukuna x gn!reader
tags/warnings: fluff, kinda domestic vibes, kinda canon kinda not lol, everyone's softish
thanks for reading and enjoy<3
Nanami---------------------------------------------------------------------
âHey Nanami?â You stare up at him as he reads, his lap cradling your head.
One of his hands is absentmindedly combing through your hair and you can see his eyes shifting over the pages, âYes?â
âWhy do you love me?â
He doesnât even look up from reading, but his voice softens at the question, âMy soul feels at home with you.â
When youâre rendered into silence by the sentiment, he finally looks at your touched expression and sends you a small smile before crouching down to kiss your forehead.
Toji------------------------------------------------------------------------
Youâre sitting on the kitchen counter, wearing Tojiâs t-shirt and steadily watching him as he pours you a cup of water.
âWhy do you love me?âÂ
He sets the cup down at your side, caging you between his arms with a smug look, âI mean, just look at you.â
âForget it.â You roll your eyes and push his chest to move past him.
You donât make it very far, as he easily pulls you into a hug from behind and sighs into your ear.
âDonât be stupid. I love you because after we met I knew I had to. Itâd fucking kill me if some other bastard got to you first.â
Gojo ------------------------------------------------------------------------
Gojo laughs at your ask as he settles into bed next to you, âWhy do I love you? Thatâs a silly question.â
âJust answer, Iâm curious.â You insist, scooting closer to his face and smiling when his hand finds yours underneath the blankets.
He doesnât meet your eyes for a moment, and then he gives you a look so vulnerable youâre momentarily afraid that youâve said something wrong until he speaks.
âYou make me feel weak, and I donât feel bad about it.â
Geto------------------------------------------------------------------------
He lets out a contemplative noise as you continue helping him tie up his long, black tresses.
âWhy do I love you?â
âMhmm.â You hum back in response, pulling his silky hair through the elastic and smoothing down any stray hairs.
He catches your hand in his, and you look up to meet his gaze in the mirror as he gives the back of your hand a kiss.
âYou are impossible to hate. Loving you was the only other choice, and the best decision I ever made.âÂ
Sukuna---------------------------------------------------------------------
When you ask Sukuna why he loves you, he lets out a disbelieving scoff from where heâs lounging on the couch.
âShut up.â
âIt was just a question.â You cross your arms, a scowl forming across your features.
âCome here.âÂ
You look away from him, and he comes over to where youâre sitting and pulls the bottom of your chair until youâre facing him.
âYou really want to know?â
âYes.â You stare up at him, still nursing slight hurt in your eyes as he returns your gaze.
He strokes your cheek and gives you a soft peck on the lips before jabbing an annoyed finger into your forehead.
âWhat isnât there to love? Idiot.â
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End Notes:
bonus post bc i couldn't resist! u can tell soft sukuna's my fave bc his is the longest lmao
fluff forever<3 thanks for reading!
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Sun and Night. (gojo satoru x reader)
Chapter 1: Hate
chapter 2 â
| PAIRINGS: gojo satoru x reader x getou suguru
| WARNINGS: â ïž SPOILERS FOR HIDDEN INVENTORY ARC AND VOL. 0 IN THE MANGA â ïž explicit language, nsfw (next chapter will have tags), plot, too much writing, kinda modified so it can fit the story but nothing out of canon, grammar errors
| WORD COUNT: idk lol iâll count it later
| A/N: so uhhh, iâm back i guess ??? this came to me after re reading the manga and kinda yearned for some angst between gojo and reader because they both loved suguru so much đœ and i love suguru a lot too and i miss him dearly anyway !! please check the post before this one to know what will go on with my other series !! right now iâm taking my time to write :( anyway hope you enjoy!! i hope itâs not kinda half asses though sorry ):
summary;
You and Satoru were in love.
You were both so deeply in love, just not with each other.
Where you and Satoru found comfort in each other after the accident happened.
Chapter 1: Hate.
You were in love.
To you, Getou Suguru was the bright moon in your dark sky.
Long and silky black hair, sly yet serious dark eyes and the soothing voice of reason, drowned your thoughts almost every day. He was really in every thought and dream you could have and you didnât mind.
He always looked at you with a sweet smile adorning his features, raising his hand and waving it at you whenever you walked into the room. The sound of your name slipping through his lips made you realise you did like your name, but only when it came from him. The faint touch of his hand on your shoulder that sent shivers down your spine, face heating up reflexively as he leaned down to your ear to say some silly joke about Yaga.
Even to this day, you could still feel the ghost of his breathing in your neck.
Getou Suguru made you feel welcomed, and you loved him for that. You deeply loved him.
You knew you werenât the only one who had their heart squeeze with adoration whenever Suguru came into view. He was just better at hiding it, an expert in sweeping his emotions under a rug and masking them with a cocky smile. But not for your observant eyes.
Gojo Satoru was also in love.
To Satoru, Getou Suguru was equal to him. The strongest sorcerers. He was also an annoyance.
Contrary ideals and constant bickering never failed to appear when these two were put together. They seemed so different: white and black; water and oil; the sun and the moon. Yet they always found themselves with each other.
Satoru hated the way Suguru could look through him so easily, calling him out on his bullshit whenever he was getting out of hand. Satoru didnât mind as long as it was him and only him. The way they could almost read each otherâs minds as if they were connected, only needing one look from the other to completely understand what were they thinking. The memory of Suguru still made Satoruâs stomach fill with butterflies, recalling the first time he saw his best friend through the eyes of a person in love.
Getou Suguru made Satoru feel everything he didnât want to feel, and he became his one and only since the beginning.
You were both in love with Getou Suguru, but never admitted it. Not to him, not to each other, not to anybody. Everyone was oblivious to the way you indirectly fought against Satoru over the black haired sorcererâs attention.
But then, it all came to an abrupt stop and everything shattered into a million pieces. It came as quickly as an unexpected projectile to both of your stomachâs guts.
âGetou Suguru is now to be executed on sight as a curse user.â
And you tried your best to stop the tears from coming and forget. Forget his sweet smile, his soothing voice, his touch and everything he made you feel. And Satoru did too. Because Getou Suguru was now a criminal. A murderer.
You wished it was all just a bad dream, that the charges against Suguru were just a complex plan from another terrorist group. Hope was something that you didnât believe in and right now it looked like the sweetest of options. Ignorance is bliss after all.
Until Satoru came one day after an apparent encounter with Suguru thanks to Shokoâs aid. It was all true. You still remember the tremble in Satoruâs voice confirming every single event that was described in the announcement. His parents, the village, the hatred against humans. It was all real and, sadly, everything was clear now.
Getou Suguru was no longer the one you both knew and loved.
You also remember the discussion you had with Satoru after everyone left the room, asking him why he didnât stop him, why he didnât do anything to bring Suguru back to the school just like everyone expected him to.
âWould you have been able to do it?!â His yelling made you jolt before you looked at him with regret as his cold blue eyes showed his true and raw emotions for once.
And you knew. You knew that question had a deeper meaning than it appeared. And you also knew Satoru was well aware of your own feelings towards Suguru when his eyes looked through all the barriers you built to hide the pain you were in. To hide your love and broken heart. You could almost see his own dispair deep within himself. It was just too much and you couldnât help but look down at your own feet through your tears.
Turns out you werenât the only one with observant eyes.
âNo.â
After that day, you and Satoru never exchanged words that werenât about the students or the missions you were given through those months. You also never talked about the not-so-hidden feelings you both had towards the sorcerer that was once your friend and acquaintance.
It didnât get better either but, somehow, it wasnât worse than those days.
The memories of his smile still haunted you and your heart still felt as broken as that damned day. But at least you hadnât heard of him for a long time. None of you had.
Satoru seemed to had forgotten completely. Or that was what he wanted to show. You knew he was as brokenâor even moreâthan you were. How could he deem himself the strongest when he couldnât save his one true friend and love after all. However, Satoru was sperfect at everything, even hiding the pain.
And everything did look better for you and Satoru in the path of forgetting Suguru. And, just like last time, destiny just couldnât leave you alone.
Getou Suguru was back.
The way your body petrified under his gaze when he was finally in front of you after a long time was pathetic. You couldnât move even if you wanted to, mouth slightly parted in an attempt to call him out for the first time in what felt forever. Was it fear? Was it shock? You didnât know.
What you did know is he was the same Suguru but different. His smile wasnât sweet anymore and his hair was longer. But the way he said your name still made your heart flutter in adoration and yearning for him.
No. No, this canât be.
No, no, no. Getou Suguru was a criminal. A curse user. You had to stop him. You had to do something, anything!
Move.
Flashes of Suguruâs touch came into your mind as he walked towards you, calmly and confident as you stood there, a trembling hand trying to make its way to fight. Suguru didnât stop.
Move.
Satoruâs words during your discussion resonated in your mind over and over again. Are you able to stop him? To risk it all and kill him if needed? Your hand stopped.
Move!
But you couldnât. Not when he placed his hand on your shoulder, thanking you for not putting up a fight. Not when he walked past you, his familiar scent filling your nostrils for a brief second. And certainly not when he spoke from behind you, telling you how much heâd missed you.
You almost felt like laughing. You were truly pathetic.
Pathetic for not forgetting him. For thinking that, maybe after all this time, you wouldâve been able to stop Suguru if the chance presented in front of your eyes. Unlike Satoru who couldnât do it.
Oh, how wrong you were.
You crumbled down to your knees, hands holding your aching head as tears filled your eyes and memories of Suguru came to your mind. You werenât strong at all. You could hear the rumbling far from your spot now, announcing the start of a fight.
Time passed, slow or fast, you didnât know. But the tingling sensation of Suguruâs touch on your shoulder lingered until everything was silent once again.
It wasnât until Satoru was next to you, that you finally got out of your stance of shock, looking up at him and his bandage-covered face. His demeanour was different once again, even if you couldnât see his eyes, you could sense something was off, something happened just like that day.
Satoru didnât even make the effort to face you as you stood up, still slightly shaking for the past event. He couldnât. He didnât know how to break the news for you because, once again, he couldnât save Suguru. And this time, forever. His heart felt heavier than ever, his hands clenched into fists as he tried his best not to show how he was also shaking.
God, how Satoru wished that everything was different.
When you finally came to his senses, Satoru finally faced you, a small smile appearing in his face. His mask, you thought. His mask was crumbling in front of your eyes and he still tried to hide it. How cynical. Your eye twitched with annoyance as you saw right through him.
âLetâs go! The higher ups are waââ
âHeâs dead.â You cut him off and Satoruâs smile dropped, staring at you.
It wasnât a question nor did you hesitate when those words came out of your mouth. You didnât need him to confirm your statement as he once again faced away and the sound of the wind filled your ears.
Satoru could almost hear the sound of both of your hearts breaking even more, this time, until dust was the only thing remaining.
You didnât have any more tears to cry as you grew tired of Satoruâs silence, taking it as the answer you werenât even expecting before walking in front of him towards your next destination, leaving him behind. You disliked him more than ever right now.
Satoru limited himself to stare at your figure getting further away, jaw clenching with anger. Anger directed at you and himself. How could you look right through him? Did you even care about Suguruâs death as much as he cared? Did you even love him as much as he loved him?
That day, Satoru decided he hated you.
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The General (part 4): Geto Suguru x Fem!Reader
synopsis: escape sounds good. but is it better than staying?
wc: 2.6k
tw: sexual assault and death
a/n: please donât kill me. This is plot. No smut to be found quite yet. Iâm really trying to save up my smut cards for something really big lol
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 Everything is on fire. Everyone is running around you, because for some reason, youâre walking toward the flames. Screams echo in your ears and the feeling of something tugging you into the burning building that looked like your home is too strong to ignore. When you push the door to your house open, your mother is hovering over your father, who is bleeding out as you watch in horror. When your mother looks up at you, sheâs crying fat tears of sorrow, then she whispers:
âYou did this, y/n. You let that monster into our town, and now look at what youâve done.âÂ
A hand smooths over your face as you twist and turn, but you donât realize itâs the General until you open your eyes, the light from the moon blocked by his body. âYouâre okay. Donât worry; no oneâs going to hurt you here,â he whispers, despite having hurt you before. You push his hand away and sit up, clutching your knees to your chest as you catch your breath. âNightmare?â he asks, and for a second, youâre wondering if heâs saying that he had a nightmare. But then you feel the sweat around the nape of your neck and on your chest, and remember the feeling of helplessness you just emerged from. You nod, looking around the tent at the table, papers, the ink, the discarded haori near the seatâŠ
âYouâre up late,â you mention - trying to change the subject - and the General huffs a laugh, pushing back his hair like he always did before he launched into an explanation. Why didnât he just tie it up?Â
âI do my best work right before the midnight hours. Youâd be surprised at the formations I can create with just a hint of alertness left in my body.â He turns back to you, touching your foot with a broad hand. âDo you want to talk about your dream?â
âNo,â you answer quickly, hoping he would drop the subject.Â
âThen let me have Kaori fetch you some water for a bath. I would hate for you to remain as sweaty as you are.â You slide off the bed, walking around to the little desk area that held stacks of papers and diagrams and sliding one free from the stack.Â
âYou draw maps?âÂ
âCartographers are not cheap, little one. Iâve canvassed a massive effort to make a map of every place Iâve been to⊠Nanami is very helpful with this, as well. Heâs so attentive to details that I might have missed, so I rely on his help more often than not.âÂ
âAnd Haibara?âÂ
âYu? Heâs pretty easy to get along with as well. Heâs my mentee, if you really consider it. If I have no children, he will inherit the throne after me.âÂ
âWhat about Gojo?â you question, sliding a map of the surrounding area forward and examining it carefully. As he drones on about the blue eyed man, you make sure your eyes cover every inch of the map and memorize the routes in and out of the camp. If you could just find a way to get over to the edge of the camp, you could easily hitch a ride back to your hometown and tell everyone about the Generalâs whereabouts. And expose Yuko for the traitor he is.Â
âBut do you enjoy your time with Kaori? I purposefully made her the head of maids so she would tend to you and you alone.âÂ
âAh,â you push the map away and smile up at Geto, having finally found your escape route. âSheâs lovely.âÂ
And Kaori would be even more lovely once she helped you with your plan to run away.Â
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âHow do you feel today?â Kaori wonders as you dress in your standard blue kimono.
âQuite well,â you answer, smiling back at her. She raises a brow, a grin forming on her lips.Â
âMight this have anything to do with Master Geto?âÂ
You look back at the maid, and give her your best fake grin. âMaybe.â Kaori hums in surprise, then gathers her things up before leaving you alone again. âOh, I almost forgot,â you begin, tying the kimono closed. âCould you bring me an extra pear or two with lunch today? I have a craving for them right now.â Kaori nods and bows slightly before walking out of the tent.Â
Map? Check.
Clothes? Check.
Extra food? Check.Â
The entire morning is spent pouring over the map, tracking your path in and out of the compound. You would have to walk a considerable distance, but it was perfectly fine. If you could manage to secure a horse, youâd probably get halfway home before anyone noticed you were missing, and that was a considerable head start.Â
Your plan went into effect as soon as they announced dinner, and you wait patiently for Geto to come fetch you for the evening meal, laying in his bed with a pained expression. When he comes inside, he sees you clutching your stomach and hanging over the side of the bed a little.Â
âAre you unwell?â he asks immediately, stooping by the bedside and smoothing your hair away from your face. You shake your head slowly, all of it an act, and he grumbles something about âknowing the food was undercooked at lunchâ. Little did he know that you had stowed it away, along with a spare kimono of his and rudimentary copy of the map.Â
You fake a cough for emphasis, and his hands fly to your face, patting the tender flesh of your cheeks and forehead. âYouâre warm. Iâll have Kaori come and attend to-âÂ
âI donât want her to catch what I have,â you moan, rolling over on your left side.Â
âYou shouldnât be alone like this,â Geto urges, eyes frantically looking around the tent space for something. âIâll⊠Iâll eat dinner here, then. Iâll stay with you.â You shake your head weakly, ignoring his panicked expression.Â
âI canât bear the smell of food right now⊠I just need some rest.âÂ
âAnd you shall have it,â Geto whispers, placing a tender kiss on your left hand. âIâll be back within the hour to check on you.â And with that, he leaves you in the tent. When you suspect that he - and as a result, his friends - are all gone to eat, you slide out of the bed and retrieve your sack of things hidden underneath it.Â
It isnât escaping the camp thatâs hard.
Itâs running through the dead of night with only a sliver of moon to guide you that is most difficult.Â
Without the daylight, you could easily mistake a patch of trees for a forest and river for a ravine. But it doesnât matter. Your father had taught you how to tell the North from the South and the East from the West, and you relied on those skills now to guide you out of the camp. First, you have to locate the brightest star in the sky and just follow it to get on the right path. If it is directly overhead, youâd be on your way to determining which way to go. The makeshift map you have is telling you that you should wander northeast to get out of the confines of the camp, and you would be well on your way to your hometown.Â
ExceptâŠÂ
You look back at the lights dotted around the camp behind you.Â
What if you stayed? What if you stayed and made friends with the General? What if you stayed, made friends with the General, and then lured him in with a false sense of security? You adjust the sack on your back and think for a moment more.
He had let you remain in the tent by yourself. Not only was it a sign that he was finally beginning to trust you while you were alone, but also while you had all of the opportunity to escape, like you were now. Either that, or heâs more than confident that he would be able to find you and drag you back so he could execute his plan properly.Â
The only thing that would come from you attempting to run away would be a chase, and you would more than likely be caught without a horse. Then, Geto would not hesitate to discipline you and make you submit to his will, and possibly never trust you again.Â
âFlattery is the best persuader of people,â your father used to murmur, but you didnât believe it back then; rolling your eyes at his old sayings. But now⊠perhaps you could work this to your advantage by staying.Â
You trek back with the pack, dumping everything except the kimono nearby to avoid any suspicion. The kimono is placed back where it had been before, and you slump onto the bed - facing away from the tent opening - groaning with exhaustion and anxiety.Â
The General returns what feels like a few minutes later and runs a hand down your back with care, humming in the darkness. Heâs unsteady on his feet, it sounds like, and he anchors himself on the bed with one knee, leaning over you to brush a lock of hair away from your face.Â
âIf thereâs one thing I know about Yuko,â he breathes, words tumbling out of his mouth like a bucket of apples. âHe didnât lie about beauty or character.â Geto slides in next you, wrapping an arm around your waist protectively and nestling his face into the crook of your neck. He places a kiss below your earlobe, then almost instantly afterward, heâs asleep.Â
And although you want to squirm out of his arms and give him what-for, you donât. The resolve in your new plan has set you on a path of compromise, and you would see this through until the end.
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Lips. Theyâre everywhere. On your face, trailing down your neck and accompanied by touches that stoke the flames of a fire you didnât realize you had burning inside of you.Â
When your eyes flutter open, itâs still night, but the General has let the wine go to his head. You let out an involuntary moan at the feeling of his fingers gripping the skin underneath your kimono before you snatch yourself out of his grasp, tumbling to the floor below and remembering how much you hated him.Â
âY/n⊠are you..â he hiccups a little. âAre you alright?â You push off of the ground in a fury, dusting yourself off and facing away from him as you yell:
âHow dare you go back on your promise to not defile me, you filthy swine! Touching me in my sleep is low for even you, Your Majesty!â You spit the last two words at him, then stomp towards the flaps of the tent, which open with a flutter before you can get to them.Â
Geto steps inside, his eyes meeting yours in a confused stare.Â
âI heard you yelling and I--â He looks over your shoulder and frowns, squinting his eyes at the figure in the bed. âGet up.â When the man stumbles to the floor, Geto pulls you in behind him, shielding you from who really occupied the bed.Â
âM-Master Geto, I can expla--âÂ
âSilence.â The deep bass of the Generalâs voice is unmatched, deadly, and practically telling of the punishment to come. Haibara and Gojo walk past you into the tent behind Geto, making lanterns glow and illuminate the tent space. âDo you know this man?â Geto roars, pointing an accusing finger at the offender as he turns to you, throwing daggers with his eyes. You look at the soon-to-be dead man, nostrils flaring. But you donât recognize his face, nor his body. Nothing about this person is familiar.
âNo, sir,â you state, and Geto starts a little at the sound of the formality falling from your lips.Â
âHas he touched you in any way?â Your skin is crawling with what feels like a thousand little bugs, and you clutch your elbows instinctively. In one smooth motion, Geto turns to Gojo, who nods his head once and grabs the manâs hair, dragging him past you and Haibara as his screams of pain echo into the night. You feel two hands resting on your shoulders as you stare at the tent flaps, the fluttering of them barely revealing the manâs fate. Itâs only when the screaming stops that you turn to Geto. âAre you hurt?â he asks, dipping his head a little to look into your eyes with his piercing black ones.Â
âNo, Iâm fine.âÂ
âWhere did he touch you?â You look over to Haibara, and Geto does as well, before waving the youth off. âMake sure Gojo takes care ofâŠâÂ
âOf course,â Haibara replies, and with a sad smile thrown your way, he departs. Geto turns his attention back to you, taking your wrists in his hands.Â
âShow me.â You move a hand across your chest and down your right thigh, grazing the spot where the man had grabbed you roughly. Then you swipe at your neck and face. âMy gods,â he breathes before pulling you close. Tears threaten to leak out of your eyes, but you hold them at bay, trying to maintain the hysterics for later when you were alone. âI should have stayed.âÂ
âI should have let you.âÂ
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You awake enveloped in Getoâs warmth, unsure of when you fell asleep for the second time, but thankful for the body heat that wards off the night-time chill. When you move away from him, he does not awaken, but does stir a little.Â
And thatâs when you see it. The dragon on his arm is moving itâs head back and forth, eyes blinking lazily. At first you think youâre hallucinating, but when you rub your eyes and peer closer, itâs still moving; the entirety of its body doing a little dance side to side.Â
âYou should see it after a battle,â Geto murmurs sleepily, eyes trained on your astonished face. âDancing is just how it wakes itself up.â You stare at the mythical being in silence, unsure of whether the true beast was the man before you or the tattoo on his arm. âHow are you feeling?â Geto finally breaks the silence, sitting up and pushing himself out of the bed.Â
âI feel alright.â He takes your hand, lifting it up to his lips and pressing a soft kiss to the back. You pause, unsure of how to respond to such a gesture, but Geto keeps moving around the tent, adjusting the sheets and running his hands through his hair.Â
âHave you ever thought about braiding it?â you wonder, and Geto looks over at you with an amused look.Â
âI have; but no one here is skilled enough to braid - not even Kaori.âÂ
Wordlessly, you trek over to him and thread the locks of hair through your fingers.Â
âHow do you keep it so clean when youâre on the battlefield?â you wonder aloud, and Geto chuckles.Â
âWater is a resource that I take full advantage of, little one.â He instinctively stops his movements and angles his head back so you can work the strands one over the other, finally ending the long braid with a simple strip of fabric from the edge of your kimono.Â
âThere.â Geto pulls the braid over his shoulder and examines it carefully, humming at the sight of your handiwork.Â
âThis is interesting, to say the least.âÂ
âIt will keep things from getting caught in your hair, and Iâm sure it feels much less âall over the placeâ.âÂ
âIndeed, it does,â he breathes, then reaches a hand out to touch your cheek affectionately. Without thinking, you lean into his touch, and after taking half a step forward, Geto places a kiss on your forehead. After this signal of affection, he leaves, making you wonder what was wrong with your face and if you actually had a fever - because your cheeks felt hotter than they had ever felt before.Â
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Anonymous said:
Hi again, i'm back again to share some more of my thoughts or rather... questions lol - How do you think Gojo would be like if that BIG feat happened and he had a significant other with whom he's sharing intimacy and utmost trust? I saw you saying he could be very needy and touchy which i actually agree with! Given the limitless and the whole metaphor that he rarely lowers his infinity, he is most definitely touch starved (as you said yourself) - I also think he would be afraid in a way, if that makes sense? To be touched like 'that' but i also think that that would be the ultimate experience for him and how he'll develop afterwards or grow as you will. I also love to imagine him being like this with Suguru if things didn't turn out the way they did, i think they'd definitely complete each other like no one else.
Also another question, off this topic; You said you don't ship Gojo with Utahime and you said their personalities don't match plus nothing would ever connect them in any thematic and plotlike way, so i wanna ask would you mind elaborating this further a bit? It's true i don't think they match at all plus Utahime deserves much better (like Shoko in my opinion, she seems to like her very much and is fond of her) I agree that Utahime trusts in Gojo and supports his ideals but they're really nothing much than colleagues and as you said, Gege has no intention whatsoever to introduce any sort of love life for Gojo as it's probably not the dynamic he envisions for his characters, which is understandable, this is a shonen afterall and not really a long run one but more story focused where "romance" ends in tragical ways like STSG for example. Let me know what you think, i'm really loving your thoughts on characters and you helped me understand some things!
Hello again, anon!
So to address your first question, Iâm going to do so with satosugu in mind. I canât envision another romantic relationship involving Satoru ahahah (not within the realm of canon anyway)!Â
That said- Iâd like to slip a related note here regarding my own portrayal of him, I do not plan on shipping my Satoru with any non-canon/original characters in the forseeable future. Itâs too much of a leap for me, and I just canât see it. Sorry!! I am however, willing to play around with canon characters.Â
So if I understand you correctly, youâre asking me what Iâd think Satoru would be like as a lover/if he had a love-life? Iâll go off of that.Â
The âtouchâ thing would definitely be a huge consideration for him. To reiterate, heâd be averse to it to begin with. But push past that initial boundary and youâd find that heâd start to get clingy. At that stage, touching and intimacy would go hand in hand. Itâd be a huge indicator of his trust in his partner. Given time, I think being with someone like that would desensitise him, such that heâd become more open as a person and become less inclined to pushing everyone around him away.
Expanding on that, I think heâd become more willing to put his trust in others? I believe that he really trusted Suguru and had genuine faith in his abilities and strength (which probably made it so much worse when he went and defected). Heâd begin to put more emphasis into seeing people how they really are- putting focus on their personalities and feelings rather than focusing on whatever bullshit his six-eyes spew at him.Â
Finally, heâd be happier. I think the Satoru we know is an extremely lonely person, and this is a condition that was only exacerbated by first losing, then having to kill his best friend (his one and only!). His hypothetical attachment would ground him in some sense and really help to do away with the isolation that comes with his power and heritage. If Suguru hadnât gone down his monkey-die route, I think weâd have gotten to see more of this side of him!
Those are my thoughts for now! I hope that addresses what you were asking ahahah!
#anon#[asksanswered]#[analysis]#//i do admittedly write a rather toxic/experimental romance with a 'full-curse' Sukuna! (note- NOT itadori)#//i will not write any satoru x students cause i find it gross.
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